Myths Of Rhapsody

Memories gradually wither and fall by my side -

2007-10-30T17:14:00.000+08:00

A half-filled bucket, still weighs.

Every so often, I'll underestimate the power of smiling.

Does it really have the potential to turn people's life around ? To be honest, I don't know.

( Well, maybe .. ) If you did something wrong yesterday, why carry on the same mistake today ? Why not do something right just like there's no tomorrow, hmm.

Thanks Howard. I understand what you're trying to say :]

Yet still, I'm really very tired. Exhausted.

I don't want to go on, seriously. Feel like resting down on the bed and rest, and rest ..

Go somewhere for a longterm break, and stay there till my past history's forgotten ..

Kidding. Not .. '

Until the day when no one even realised I once exist in their presence --

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Oh, I changed blogsong.

Will take away my tagboard soon.} For those who wants relinking&such, mail me.

Whatever I post in my blog would be personal or crappish, so don't visit.

Really very tired.

Bye :]

-- Maybe changing url too, don't have to relink.

I want to keep it private. Yup♥♥♥

Crossed the line, met the point.

2007-10-29T15:23:00.000+08:00

One alone is never enough, ♥

NCOC's Over ! Finally :D

Tho' I miss my Platoon mates, but will be seeing them again during Camp.

Yup, everything would be over by December, so I'll still have 1month or a few weeks of holiday I guess. Well hopefully so, it isn't that bad uh.

Shan't elaborate more on the Course, don't feel like it.

But th' footdrills are so awesome on Saturday luh, love it♥

Okay end -

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I know I could possibly take the tagboard away, but some people have to tag me for relink :]

So I can't. So pleasepleaseplease, stop tagging.} Lazy to visit my blog :X

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Do what makes you happy today (..)

2007-10-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

Live like its Hell on Earth, actually neither of them :]

NCOC's kinda slack-ish today' Lecture's so damn boring, I nearly fell asleep & yawned about 20-30times I guess, hahah but the footdrills are awesomeee xD

Hahah, I'm not being myself today (..) Talkative -.-

Someone offered me a job as an office maid, no way I'd like that man, I'd end up in the hospital a few days later, bet with me on that lol :/ Hmm currently finding jobs as Baby/Pet Sitters, anyone needs one? I'll do a good job :]

Well anyway, I hope tomorrow'd be funn-er x]

& There's Corp's Meeting on Monday once again, oh & Thursday too (!)

At least I don't complain as much as last time, sighs -.-

Neither Heaven or Hell, but still dead -- ♥

Real Camp's on 9th Nov, & Streaming Results happened to be on the same day.

I wonder how are we going to slip our body into 2 :/

I'm like so anxious to know which Subjects I'll get luh. Sadded*

Suddenly feel so emo, n'mind it's probably the song ..

I shall calm down, tomorrow would be a nicer day.

Yup, & the day after would be a much better one ♥

Bye,

----- ♥ I suggest you people to stop tagging'

Maybe closing down my blog, too lazy to takecare of it.

Yeah .. stop tagging' Let it die :]

Dropped crumpled and ground to the dirt -

2007-10-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

Once in a lifetime, it really depends on how you look at it.

Whee it's the last day of school :D

See you people in a few months time! Hahah I'm mad :/

Oh anyway, got back our report books today, & here's what mine says :

Total : 713/1000 equivalent to 71.3%, Class Position : 1/41'

Comments : Yanling is a respectful and conscientious class member. She assumes responsibility well and is well liked by her peers. A very helpful person who is willing to render care to any of her peers in need. .}How weird it actually is D:

Got Six A1's, One B3, One B4 and two stupid C5's :/

But, I'm not going to Express, don't want to :]

Oh won this Creative Writing Competition thing, for my "Secrets" .

Hahah didn't expect that, but well $15 Popular Voucher -.- (?)

Right, I don't care about that lol. --♥

Stupid stupid dumby dumby ! Sms-ed about 1945smses this month. & It's not my line, okay I'm dead uh .. Nevermind, I feel like running away again :/

So damn boring at home can, there's NCOC tomorrow once again.

But what a relief to hear that Sunday's slacking-day, we'll be playing game :D

Muahahah, it's not as bad as I expected; off to write some reflections -

I want a Chinchilla !

One with panda features perhaps(?)

Oh lovables ♥♥♥

Stop lying your way through things.

2007-10-25T15:57:00.000+08:00

Hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues.

Ran away from home last night.

Due to some stupid reasons, all his fault. & Hanged around void decks.

There's this drunk man of age 50+ I think ? He keeps staring at me uh then I ran again, to some playgrounds near my block. Well, spent my whole night sleeping down there.

& It's so damn cold can. Hell :/

When I woke up this morning, bladder was so full uh. Oh and then slacked around at the void decks again, decided to go home as I needed a shower&some food badly :X

So yeah that's it, I hate my life luh (..)

Thanks to all those who cared :]

♥♥♥

Changed blogskin once I returned home & onlined.

I don't want black backgrounds, but then it's still the same old layout.

Too lazy to think luh. &then (..)

I doubt I'd do well for Literature in th'future, it's like so difficult ..

A'Maths? I'd take it. As for SS Geography/SS History, I suppose History would be much easier next year. Hmm so well .. Hadn't made up my mind lah :/

Uhh, home alone.} Running later(?)

No idea ..

Everything happens for a certain reason.

2007-10-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

Fear of my own will never diminish my joy of life,

Believe in what's been waiting for you -

Should I take Literature ? Or should I not ? :{I'm going to take Geography, I think it's much easier ? Qualifying for it isn't much a problem. But Literature ? It requires Drama, ohdearrrr D:

Hahah, I've got 'Audience-fright' all along, hmm but have to add oil to my brain to think this time round, it's one of the important path for my future (?)

Ohhh, & I don't want to take ~~Chinese~~ T.T

However, too bad that its a compulsory subject, sighs :/

I'm still considering A'Maths, wondering who'll be joining in with me' &By the way even if I got the chance of going to Express Class next year, I won't :]

Because, well .. Simple reason : I don't like it.

Yup. That's about it :D

Bloody hell uh, dare to do then dare to admit.

No need to push the whole problem to me right, fine it's solved.

But from now onwards whatever happens to you is your problem.

All because of you this shitist crapstock, I'm not gonna care anyway.

Bye for now :]

Can't you differentiate the actual cause next time -.- ?

Damn youuu.

It could never be a barrel of laugh(ters)

2007-10-23T17:16:00.000+08:00

& Stay away from me, I'm practically going crazy.

Ohmygod, damn.

Okay relax. Let's see where to start off with.

First of all, I didn't attend school today.} Hadn't had enough sleep last night.

& Then today, whole day's been daydreaming.

-Skipskip-

Until Wenxiang suddenly pm me on msn congratulating me,

I asked why & he told me to take a look on my tagboard. & Yeah so I've gone crazy since ..

Uh thanks Shiyun for informing me on the rankings & so on.

First in class and Second in level (?) P/s.} I'm in Normal Academic Stream.

& High chance of promoting to Express ? Uhh (..)

My mom said it's up to me, but I'm still confused okay (?!)

I don't know how to express this feelings now can, I'm half crying half smiling and I don't know how to react uh .. Ahhh I'm going crazy :/

Oh and they got the Options form today, for choosing the course and it has to be submitted by Friday I suppose, I'm like damn fcuked up now.

Happy? Depressed?

I don't know. Should be overshocked uh.

My mom said .. nevermind.

Never a second chance, seize the opportunity (?)

2007-10-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

Stressed is desserts, in palindromes ♥

I'm dead tired x[

Was out for NCO Courses, thats why I didn't have the time nor mood to update.

But at least today's course is better than yesterday :]

& I mean so much better luh.

Yesterday's Session :

Hmm let's see, started @ 8.30am. Fall in & then stood stoned there in the squat till my legs gone numbed, and when they finally order us to move I was like having a hard time :/

Oh, & I was shivering cause it was cold D:

Then didn't have enough time for lunch (..) Lazy to elaborate more on this -- ♥

Today's Session :

I'd say its somehow slackierrr (?) Hmm, cause most of the stricter officers weren't around.

Which was good xD Hey of course, hahah. & The footdrills uh, so-so. But then got this sicko (..) Shall keep this close to myself -.-

Didn't ate anything for today besides a cup of Soya Icecream. Am hungry but too bad my appetite wants me to suffer x]

Sian-ed. Have to go back to school tomorrow, even though its a 'Promotion Day'.

Purpose is to think of ideas for the 'whatever' Opening House .. :/

Alright, NCOC's not as bad as I expected it to be. But I still wonder if I really joined the wrong CCA, oh no. Not join with heart, is forced :]

Forcing's never gonna help. -.-

No more tears, it's over.

2007-10-19T09:40:00.000+08:00

It's just a game of glorious prize,

at least you got the consolation ♥

{ E-Learning }

But also blogging yeah :] I'm stucked halfway through the assignment.

Done the poem, but the dialogues are like so difficult to create can D:

10mins later.

Okay done with everything :D

Hmm, I'm totally alright now.

Thanks to those who tried to cheer me up, &sorry for the attitude given :/

Not counting Art & others, got 510/700.} 72%.

But would probably be pulled down by other subjects (..)

Cried for 3hours yesterday, lmao no more tears -.-

But I've thought about it, regardless of what my mom said.

Because I've got no tuition at all, while the better ones have. So shouldn't I be happy with this whatever reason I've made up .. (?) Uh, I don't know. Lol, but I'm seriously feeling better now. Cause God has given me what I deserved.

Shan't grieve any more, will work harder next time round.

I swear.

NCOC 2007's just tomorrow.

Got to prepare everything, &of course,

With th' right mindset (..)

Those tears just keeps on flowing as if there's no tomorrow.

2007-10-18T16:19:00.000+08:00

Nothing's gonna be the same anymore.

I'm really hating myself, alot.

I'm so stupid can, I kept on asking myself whether I did tried my best.

Damn me, I guess I didn't. Yeah I didn't (..)

My results are like so horrible.

~~Fcuk~~, I'm dumb.

Alright, here's my results.
( Not exactly the same as report slip, there'll be some changes )
--
English : 63/100' B4. } Wtf, this is it .. :[
Chinese : 55/100' C5. } Surprised, first time passed.
Maths : 77/100' A1. } Dang, I wasn't expecting this :/
Science : 67/100' B3. } I must be retarded -.-
Geography : 80/100' A1. } No comments.
Literature : 82/100' A1. } No comments.
Home Economics : 86/100' A1. } No comments.
--

I didn't expect my English & Mathematics to end up like that ..

I'm stupid, I'm stupid. My brain must have malfunctioned during the paper(s).

Uhhh damn ..

The higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment.

Was called out by Ms. Yong during morning assembly ..

& was sent to the HOD room to Mr. Kwek x[ He didn't scold me for anything .. but I eventually ended up crying as if he has punished me severely (..) It's been 2years, & i've gained no interest in this activity, I did opt for the transfer uh .. well, my luck -.-

I'm such an idiot, for now.

Im so useless; there's nothing I can do now, totally nothing.

No point crying over spilled milk too, but it just keeps on flowing continuously ..

Haha, my future & chance has come to an end.

One word : Regret.

Happiness lasts for awhile, or probably never.

2007-10-17T16:33:00.000+08:00

I belong to another world, faraway from home.

My Mathematics had deproved D:

All results are back except for English, just hope that I'd get at least an A2' thats all :]

But also not sure whether will pass or not, there's 12-16failers in 2E'

Of course their paper's much more difficult, sigh :/

-& Surprised ! I actually passed my Chinese ! Hah, got 55/100 for that, first time eh :D

Tho' its quite low, but I'm so happy can ! x]

Will post up my results tomorrow*

Didn't went for CM today, I wonder what's happening right now.

Gosh (..) headache over my results :[

Mom didn't nag much today, but she mentioned that I could do better ..

Feel like killing myself can, everything also not happy -.-

; I'm trying my best not to apply anymore pressure on myself,

I wonder why you love to force me ..

Oh right, I deserved this :/

Everything's fine, so fine .. as if -.-

[ Sigh-ness ]

The magic is in the moment.

2007-10-16T15:30:00.000+08:00

All fired up by shared memories -

Driven almost insanse by grief over my results; ( There'd be more coming up tomorrow )

You all may say I've gotten a better grade than anyone else. Stupidly, I've told my mom about it, & got lectured til .. Hah :[

Well, whatever consequences I'll get after tomorrow, or rather; this week.

I'll face it, but by all means I'll not be in any good mood anymore.

- Will post up all my results after I've gotten all back.

& This seriously sucks, I'm gradually hating myself more (..)

Nothing much today.} E-Learning on Friday, which means no school :]

Oh & next Monday's Promotion Day, no school too :]

But there seems to be something wrong with this laptop, I can't download any files from the website though. Ohnooo :/

Cry it all out/punch the wall/bang the wall/sucidal.

You may do so -

I have this urge not to go school tomorrow (..) I'm merely afraid that I can't face the fact of my however-ly bad grades, for EOY. But I have to, I still want to know ..

~~Once again, I hate myself.~~

Acts of Vandalism has brought us together -

2007-10-15T15:08:00.000+08:00

Now then I think of it, I find it rather foolish ' x[

No School-Day x]

However, I'm stucked at home with nowhere else to go -

Things that we do, can be deceiving (..)

It was raining heavily earlier on, & that was the first time I was feeling so high while raining. Hahs, I'm normal again? Nope, its raining again ..

Yet, I love everything about it :]

Had this horrible dream last night; I dreamt that I suddenly woke up in the middle of the road, ( just like the picture of this teddy bear up there. ) & it was dark, with no one around except for those trees and crickets noises. And I was walking alone in the dark, finding a way out of that who-knows-what place? Filled with thoughts that I've got nothing left with me, but myself & the path of road, not knowing where to go. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I think around 4:15am? I found myself crying, but slept back after that. Yeah .. You could say such a silly dream I had right? But to me I somehow thinks its real .. Hah :/

There's a shiver down my spine now (..)

& I guess its due to certain things,

Oh, several schools got back their EOY Results, I guess we'll also get it back by this week (?)

Not holidays lah, if really holidays then screw the school D:

Right, hope would get it back tomorrow ..

Ps/} Miracles do happen ♥

& Everything I blog about are craps; you can choose not to read it x]

The other side of midnight '

2007-10-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

♥/} I guess you don't need me anymore.

Quit the pretendence -

No inspiration for blogskins, neither do I have any mood for it.

I wanna go out, but Singapore's such a small country; tho' its safe :/

Conclusion : This is a ROTTING SEASON. x[

Forever isn't eternity, eternity isn't what it seems to be. '

Cherish things before its ~~gone~~; it'd not always be there (..)

Littlest things which could have been done by now :

.New Blogskin(s), for my own & blogskins.com

.Get prepared for the new job, tho' i'm not sure whether I really wants it D:

.Chill down after examinations.

.Mentally prepared for results.

~~1litres of tears, just for you.~~

.//Editted

NCOC Course will start from 2oth October 2007.
Report by 8.30am Full-Uniform w/o beret, badges nor rank'
Bring Writing Materials, St.John T-Shirt & Money for food.
& Remember to bring 1.5litre Water Bottle too.
Do not forget to print notes from www.sjabzone3.org starting from 17th
October; may have to pay $60 but Jiamin would be speaking to Ms. Yong about that. --

Damn. Dx

Special drug that I couldn't resist, ♥

2007-10-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

Dude, why are you staring at me ?

♥ Panda(s) ♥

& I know you're obviously avoiding me -

Header over to Tampines Mall today; took the wrong train & ended up wasting time to go over again :/ Time is precious, wasted about 1hour? -.-

Okay then on the way there, saw this gothic guy with his girlfriend, I love their shades D: Then wanted to take a snapshot of them one, but in the end he saw & I quickly pretended to take picture of myself -.- How retarded D:

Was planning to go the CCK Cemetry, but in the end realised that we've got not much time.

Sad, shall go there next time round -

:] Saw these groups of volunteers coming up to us asking for donation :

Them : Hello I'm from ... & my license is ... , (blahblah) please donate? :]

Me : *Stares blankly* Oh, I've donated a few days ago to this organization with my friends :]

Them : Turns to Sean* Don't tell me you also donated huh?

Sean : Uh nono, I always donate one ..

(Blahblah)

Then I use the opportunity to siam xD

In the end played in Toys'R'us x]

There's this talking parrot & talking cat, so fun !

& I took the picture of the Panda up there, cute luh !

:D Okay I'm childish -.-

Window-shopped around the mall & then trained back to Amk :D

Towned around Central, was searching for the shop for ~~pirated~~ adobe photoshop :X

But to no avail, sad okay!

Oh yeah by the way, saw Wong Yi Zheng & Jeremy Tan cycling :/

YZ don't regonize me ! & Jeremy just quickly cycled off -.-

Toots, D:

I'm gonna save money for some things,

damn, i spent about $30 today? Ohno, I need $80 (..)

Holyshit .. T.T

Sleeps into the tranquility of the night -

2007-10-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

I wonder if you'd say the same thing to everyone.

Am back blogging again x]

Can't help it, too addicted to this system. Hmms though' I don't really know what to type here. ' I'm getting too paranoid nowadays, worrying over small little matters -.-

Gonna head over to Queenstown tomorrow, with some 'friends' xD

He/they actually used me :/ Shan't I be sad, hmm ? Okay joking ._.

How dumb of me, dropped the stupid cordless phone from like the 24th storey ?

I mean for the phone lahhs, now it's retarded (..)

Have to use cord-ed phone instead, danggggg!

Oh by the way, changed imeem account :]
So shiok can, all the new songs, okok sometimes I wonder why am I so crappy -.-

right .. bye :/

There'll only be one post tomorrow, don't worry xD

♥♥♥

I want holidays to come, but somehow not all of it.

I want only the rotting parts, not the dying episodes'

I rather rot, but in the end I'd be left with nothing,

then you'd say serve me right. x]

However, I pray-ed (..)

Thanks for acting like you care'

2007-10-12T08:24:00.000+08:00

The unsaid tales.}

It's not all cracked up as it seems to be, by the time it is,

all these would have already become bland♥

I want to change blogsong again, any recommendation ? :/

Looks like everyone is looking for a job D: I mean, most of them.

Then the lesser chance we'd be employed for a job, isn't it.

Godmom actually introduced me a job at the place she working at, but its worth a risk (..)

A restaurant @ Orchard, as a part-time cashier -.-

Once you made a mistake; eg. Count wrong money all these, die :O

Cause the customers there mostly are Caucasians uh. Oh well, doesn't makes any difference.

It's just the high expectation of serving technic.

Out of the blue, I've realised that I eventually is addicted to blogging.

Hadn't stop coming to blogger for such a long time, &you could see an entry everyday :]

It's a schoolday for some of the schools out there, &only 18people online right now -.-

Boredom kills too ♥/}

Oh another thing, it's raining now.

Though I prefer snow, more it's strong enough to keep my emotions going♥

Now I know more storms would come, but only for my good.

For pain and tears have helped me grow as no one else ever could.

♥♥♥

As much as anything, I've been awaiting ♥/}

2007-10-11T09:43:00.000+08:00

It doesn't matters that much, does it ?
I wonder if I should be happy or emotionless :/
--

Y to the I to the P to the E to the E !
Yipee End-of-Year's finally over ! That means, no more mugging, no more stress, & last but not all, no more ~~grounding~~ xD
Hmm, Home Econ's easy today' didn't have expected to finish in just 15mins :X
Hopefully there's no grammar mistakes too :D

& Boredom resumes (..)
Hmm, suppose I'd get inspiration for blogskins ?
Probably .. I'm gonna change blogskin anyway :]
--

Oh just so you know,
BLTC's Course would be on October20th. D:
Nine days.
- Alright no mood to crap Dx

Rush back to reality, you belong there'

2007-10-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey! xD
For Godness Sake, today's Mathematics Paper 1's so simple ?
Thanks Ms. Daisy Lim! I got back my confidence :]
There's only this Question which I don't know; about the Second Article one :/
Hmm, how to find Cost Price when you're given only the Selling Price & % Profit ?
Yeah find the Profit, but how ? D:

Hack uh, anyway tomorrow's the last paper!
Tomorrow's the last paper! Can you imagine?! So early @.@
F&N's paper tomorrow, since it's the last' have to give it my best shot ♥
& I don't know holiday to start so early, I prefer school ! Dx
Because, there'll be so many activities lining up during the holidays' then shouldn't we call it activities month instead of holidays ? Especially .. ~~Co-curriculum ones~~ :/
It's like so dang (..) ? T.T !

Oh nevermind .. fate -.-
it's fate that i eventually belong to sjab ..
it's fate that i have to be forced into sjab ..
it's fate that .. forget it :/
fcuk:/

Sugarlicious, dainty childrens♥

2007-10-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

Unable to define this feeling ♥/}
--

A-C-C-E-N-T !
I seriously madly longed for an accent xD
Don't really like my voice :/ Uh ..
- training in progress -

Hmm, Science Paper this time round was so hur-hur okay! :D
Section A : Only don't know how to do 1-2Questions'
Section B : *Faints* , I didn't even learn Atoms & Molecules all these :/
Section C : Choose 3Questions; overall performance is not bad :X

Well basically its such a relief that it's easier than Geography, because from what I thought or experienced Science would be so much more difficult than SS. So yeah .. :D
--
Then after the paper, took bus home with Atikah.
Guess what, saw this old lady whom've bought a little doggie with her onto the bus'
Oh & of course she hid it somewhere in a bag uh. Super cute! Muacks to that doggie x3
And there's this girl, so emo can! I simply love her clothings D: Especially her complexion o.O
Saw some 'friends' under my block, how childish :/
They were like, keep teasing me with my last time's 'thingy' (?)
I mean like come on luh xD freakers!:X

Hmm will only mug tonight then, gonna chat xD
BLANCHE ♥ BLANCHE ♥

♥/} A sort of blessing ?

2007-10-08T10:09:00.000+08:00

Ohmy! Geography Paper today DD:
Guess what ? It's so freaking difficult alright :/
I've calculated th'marks, mostly got around 60+ if I'm not wrong, or else its either just pass or flunk-ed (?) Ohno, I seriously don't know what to take next year.
Nevermind, will hold up a voting session soon xD
--
Dang, tomorrow's Science Paper.} &I'm mugging for Mathematics ? :/
Know why ? I have to get into A.Maths no matter what.
I don't want to regret, but I'm going onto Science later on, hmm well ..

Ohyeah, not leaving out HomeEcons! How about that ? freakkkkkk!

Sighs, fate -.-

It's a relief there's no Art Paper this time round, if not (..)

Anyway, can anyone kindly explain :

What's the difference & relationship between Electric Current & Volts ?

- Dying in progress -

- Beeps up & down -

- No one's helping out -

- Announced dead -

Bye heaven, I'm going to hell.

Count yourself lucky enough to have them ♥

2007-10-07T13:30:00.000+08:00

Whee ! Found my baby photo last night xD

Sorry for the blurred image, cause I've got no scanner :X
PS.} Heard that my mom forced me to do that pose one !
Roflmaoooo, I know it looks funny hahaha ! xD

Every single child are innocent, but we aren't one now .

Mugged for 4hours D:
From 10:40am to 2:40pm, according to time table :X
Hmm, I don't know how to study Science, ~~I've got senile dementia & short term memory.~~
Osmosis, diffusion, reflection, refraction, voltmeter, ammeter -.-
Global Warming , Greenhouse Effect, Ozone Depletion, &Water ? ..
So I can't remember what I learnt (..)
Even though I've made lots of notes :/
Relax girl, haven't die yet.
--

Great, I hope there's more exams, so there won't be any CCA(s) .
Oh please -.-

Y Everything seems so simple,
but we won't know till we tried '
Hoping that things would be better.
Blanche -

& I wonder who would be there if I fell.

Nobody. ~~I'll never get to stand.~~

Smile gratefully as the new day begins (?)

2007-10-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

I studied for 6hours straight -
Since 9am to 3pm ' Wahahahas happy :D

Nothing to update :/
So dumb, I've checked up my dictionary & the last word's Zucchini .
Just the spelling & the pronounciation of the word makes me lmao -.-
Zucchini's a fruit ._.

& Oh once again, humans can't be trusted .
Not even your close friends, so far family's the best .
But some family members will also betray you, you'll never know .
Yay, keep secrets to yourself :/

To the latter part of my life, it'll be filled with mythical fairytales .}

Some dreams that'll never come true, to cover up the pain & agony (?)

If i'm ever given a chance, I'd choose never to grow up.

I've got a hole in my heart x/3

2007-10-05T13:22:00.000+08:00

I've been crying ever since I reached home .
Reason : I didn't do well for my Mathematics (..)

Omission of working may lead to loss of marks, I've lost around 18marks for maximum, & 12marks for minimum (..) Not counting other careless mistakes '
I forgot how to solve Question 5b & c) Hire Purchase (?)
For the Hemisphere Question : I forgot to times 1/2 (..)
& Look, this is End-Of-Year ! Not any other simple examinations :/
I'm dead, so dead '

As for Literature, I'm not confident enough either .
I don't think I'm going to score well for my Unseen Poetry .{
Oh & I don't think I've got the correct answer for the Doorman last Question , about what's my impression of the doorman, I've written what others impression are ?
Well ..
Seriously, I don't want to know my results .
It's not as good as SA1, that I can bet with you .
I want to die :/

Life is about walking forward, not backwards '
Once something is gone, it's gone forever, no point going for it .
No point crying over spilt milk (..)
Get a new carton then :/

Precious moments are kept in th'heart♥

2007-10-04T17:07:00.001+08:00

Never be forgotten ♥

Literature & Mathematics Paper tomorrow .
Gosh, time's ticking away so quickly .} I'm very nervous .
& Look, its just tomorrow for the last minute muggin'
Be afraid, be very afraid .
--
In order to gain something, you've got to love it much enough .
Okay I love to study♥ ! Hehs :D
My intuition tells me that I didn't do well for my Language(s) .
Please let me make it up with my other subjects, esp. Mathematics :/
I can't seem to memorise all the facts for Science, I learn this chapter, I forget the other chapters, ~~my memory seems to be less than 2mb -.- ?~~
Uh, Geography's alright , F&N may be managable -
:]

Anyway , I hate backstabber(s) .
Or whatever you call it, such a hypocrite .
I learn't my lesson not to trust anyone that much anymore .
Humans aren't trustable enough, I prefer animals, at least they're loyal enough :/
Even if they're not, they also won't reveal anyone's secret -.-
Yeah, they're so much better :D

Destiny of the paranormals -

2007-10-03T14:39:00.000+08:00

Guess you won't come .

I fell in love with animals♥

I misses my Elephant, & now I want a Polar bear & Panda ?

Nooo I think I prefer a lollipop now :D

Uh I'm full with craps :]

Hmm, Mrs. Supra was absent today ' Which is neither good nor bad .

I've got 16/20 for my Chinese Idiom test ? Yay(s) xD

& For Mathematics, I was having thoughts that I'd not do well for End-Of-Year .

Without doing well , I'd not get A1 either ' Without A1, I can't get into A'Maths (*Touchwood*)

If I can't get into A'Maths, I'd lose my hope in my ambition (..)

& then , I'd have to get another ambition , & (..)

Well its good to have these thoughts, to worry about . So that I'd work harder :]

Going to mug for my Literature & Maths later on .

Now I'm going to plan ahead ;D

Or rather you could say I think too much ;X

1) Mug hard for End-Of-Year Examinations & score .

2) Move out to somewhere else .

3) Gets inspiration for blogskin(s) & at least one Sotd .

4) Find a job during holidays & earns (:

5) Then I'll plan for next year :D

Currently listening to :

Potential Breakup Song Rocks xD

Minus me you'd be better off '

2007-10-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

Photoshop Masterpiece, for Art :]

Hmm I'll probably start revision tomorrow .

It's not too late yet, but I know I'm procrastinating :/

Can't help it , I'm far too lazy .

Nothing much today, there's Home Economic's test 3 tomorrow .

Have to bring Sewing Kit too :]

Wanted to go Library to revise, but too bad I can't .

Well , I think I'm going to flunk Science .} 29/40 for today's worksheet .

& Most of them are from Amalina's answer(s) , so yeah :/

B lanche is
o n the tiring tides of
r iver that's never ending
i n nowhere and
n egatively she finds it
g ooey .} That's boredom all about .

What's th'point of living anyway ?

2007-10-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

Dying's the best solution over everything '

We'll all have to reach til the end one day anyway ,

Why not end it off earlier ? --

For everything below, are just a form of rantings '
I suggest you people not to read it , please :]

I can't manage it , seriously . I don't feel like sitting for the examination now . I don't feel like doing anything , I wanted to close my eyes smoothly & never open it ever again . I'm not like so hardworking as you people thought , even if I am so ? I've already got so much problems with me right now , I don't want any other things to come in & mix it all up together . This is this and that is that . I spent 2hours fixing my mind on that question ; & in the end I realised that I actually solved it long ago .} What the hell happened to me ? I've been becoming so frail , so ineffectual ? Many things had happened today & I've been tolerating it all along , what's the point ? There's no point of living in this world anymore right ? I'm like, fcuk-ed up already , no matter what .} Just blame everything to me for now okay ? But for instance, I'm not going to give a damn to it . So whatever ? Scold me, slap me , do whatever you want to me uh , I'll not oppose either . Okay I'm done .

& It's not that I don't care about you ,
but seriously , you don't really realised even if I did (..)
Oh, I'm quite tired .. Just hope that you'd understand more :/
I've got a feeling that you'll leave earlier than I do :]

Life keeps getting in th'way :/

2007-10-01T16:41:00.000+08:00

She's just so damn cuter xD

Don't you agree with me ? Hehs xD

Whee ! Last night mom finally agreed to let me go for the Party ' @ Punggol .

& It's Noah's and YongJin's Birthday yeah :D Happy Birthday Children !

I'm the earliest there, hehe ! & Got to play all the toys I doesn't own now :]

Well eventually the kids came & talk to me, even though I looked different from how I usually are when they saw me long ago, they asked me what's their shirt(s) colour .. Lmao !

After that had Nasi Lemak there for dinner, there's about 6maids there cooking @.@

Play play with them & then cutted the Superman's Cake & Sing & ~~Dance~~ -.- (?)

Reached home at around 10:15pm ' So damn happy day :D

As for today right .

Early in the morning begin to solve math's question ' .} & Received Geography Worksheet .

It's all so damn chimgology- please ! ~~Oh yeah I've not been using my brain today .~~

& Oh ! Had Chinese Test today too '

Hmm , after that nothing much .} I better study Science & Mathematics .

I hope Ms. Daisy Lim would set a much easier paper for SA2 :/

Home Economic's Practical Exam .} I ended up partner-ing with Shiyun o.O

& Then her recipe's Curry Chicken Noodle ! Hah I not sure what to do '

Oh Ngiap Tiam's spaggetti is delicious , ours are hmm, too thick ? Lmaoo :D

Anyway , got 65marks for th'taste & still got managing etc .

Nevermind (..)

Mom's watching me study right now , if she doesn't I'd have posted this up long ago -.-

Mom : Eh I tell you arh, I've decided ..
Me : Har ?
Mom : If you don't want to study I also won't force you, cause
your future depends on yourself mah, so if you really don't know then just
simply move out ' Simple right ? No need waste money & time to study also'
Me : (...) Why you suddenly tell me these ?
Mom : Don't know lah, want move out then move out as soon as
possible, don't waste our time .
Me : (...)
Mom : * Walks out of the room *
Me : Studying right now :/

I love Canada :D

2007-09-30T12:40:00.000+08:00

What American accent do you have? Your Result: North Central "North Central" is what professional linguists call the Minnesota accent. If you saw "Fargo" you probably didn't think the characters sounded very out of the ordinary. Outsiders probably mistake you for a Canadian a lot.
Boston
The West
The Midland
The South
Philadelphia
The Northeast
The Inland North

I know I just doesn't belong here '

2007-09-30T10:58:00.000+08:00

Life has never been fair .

Humans are ever so realistic '

& It may be a lifetime searching for what you want '

--
My fever just doesn't wants to fade away '
Gradually it seems like it'll stay there forever (..)
But no matter what, I'm going to school tomorrow . Heard that there's a pile of homeworks for me to do ' Have to finish it all by tomorrow :/

- Literature, Mathematics, Literature, Mathematics -

I'm stressed, mom doesn't wants me to go to the Party '

Cause fever is contagious & she's afraid it'd spread to the others -.-

& I feel like changing blogskin again , I don't really like this concept .

I want a white blogskin , image is like people living in th'house .

I'm searching for it right now, nono not habbo one :/

Rahh nothing satisfies me either -.-

- Geography, Science, Geography, Science -

I don't have the mindset to study either .

Keep persuade myself to do so, but in the end still infront of the laptop (..)

Uhh & I don't want to see doctor , I don't want doctors (..)

They never had been fair .

2007-09-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you contribute more,

but in the end, you get lesser than expected, why ?

Puked, sweating non-stop .
If this worsens, I think I'll end up in th' hospital (..)
My dad asked me not to anyhow eat, but thing is he also ate the same thing as me ' ?
Why he got nothing while I'm suffering down here ,

Wait, I cannot take it anymore .

[ Editted after 10mins ]

Puked the second time, most probably because I had a full dinner as my only meal today -.-

& Being sick sucks, to the whole of the apple core .

My msn's been lagging, or don't know which idiot keep flooding me (?)

Managed to spent 2hours studying Maths & Science '

Surprisingly, I still don't understand Mean Median Mode !

Ahh help , this is so ~~stupid~~ .

-- I'm going to die, not of car accident .

But this gastric & fever .} 39.1degree '

My whole body's very warm, yet so cold (..)

My lip's are cracking, though I drank much enough water '

Damn ..

Day by day, I kept on wondering ..

2007-09-29T11:37:00.000+08:00

--
I'm not okay .
I placed the bag of ice water on my forehead last night, & after around 20mins the water becomes warm . Now better abit, 38.9degree :/
But I'm hyper, I've been talking alot since then (?)
& I'm going to study later, lying down .} I still see stars -.-

I want to change blogsong, any recommendation ?
Sad, I've been all alone at home since last evening (..) til tonight :/
I'm not going to stay at home after Eoy' Not anymore .
(This is so boring .
This is so damn boring .
This is uber boring -.-)

----PSLE is on this coming Wednesday ' ----
Wishes all Primary Six-es all the best :D
& Of course, Secondary Students in End-Of-Year .

Ahh, I don't want to rest .

I want to talk , have no idea why 'm so talkative now .

Anyway, there'll be a Birthday Party tomorrow ~

So I won't be blogging til Monday perhaps , or maybe in the morning .

Okay bye , once again I'm bored .

Millions of stars once I closed my eyes .

2007-09-28T16:40:00.000+08:00

You Scored a 100% which means you are a ....

You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you recieve the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.

~~Huh, what the hell .~~

Yawn, I'm still tired .

Glad to hear that there's not much lessons today to be taught .

Luckily I'm sick at the right period of the week, Friday :D

But not the right month, cause there's Examinations around the corner .

& You know, I could see stars everytime I tried to sleep '

The feeling of blacking-out, when afterwards I open & its blank '

I felt like fainting luh .. Serious, I'm not kiddin' :/

Oh & I solved my Maths Question , finally understood .

I don't know why I can't seems to be able to think well , damn .

Actually .. uhh nevermind (..)

I suddenly feel like crying ..

nah nevermind, I'm just a crybaby ..

Migration, you're on my mind .

Canada, toronto :/

Things will never be the same again '

2007-09-28T11:08:00.000+08:00

39.3degree, ~~don't tell me its dengue .~~
But I've got 2mosquitoe bites ? Nonono won't be -.-
Most possible reason should be standing under th' rain for long .
I still got exams to take, & I haven't got my maths weekend homework '
Who is kind enough to send to me ? Nevermind .. I'll get it on Monday (..)

My head is like spinning round & round heavily .. '
Still got my Geography, can someone do me a favour ..
As in, help me scan the maths paper & tell me the Geography answers :/
Uh I think I better go now , I cannot take it anymore .

--
I slept at around 9:30pm last night, & woke up at 11am ..
Now I'm going back to bed , seriously ; I can't even think of anything '
Must recover by Sunday .. Please , this is like hell -.-

Number of Computers : 0 1 2 3 4
Number of Childrens : 3 20 x 2 3
If median of Children is 2 , find x .. ?
( This is the Question I remembered . )

Sweet promises are ever so lasting '

2007-09-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

I love my burnthair xD
From the Kayaking one, last time was pure dark brown ; now if I were to put down you'll get to see some red streaks behind, with a few strands of gold lol !
Free dye perhaps ' -.-

Heyyyheyy, random day for today xD
First two period was Literature, I'd be doing "The Doorman" for SA2 .
But also be revising the other two, in case the questions turns out ~~hard~~ '
After that was Music, Mr. Lam showed us the movie "Secret" .. & then Recess -
Had Maths test Part2 after that, have done some mistakes, worth 2marks :/
--
Chinese was hmm, when the teacher first step in' She wasn't in good mood .
& Then she told us to line up to go to the HOD Office , picked out the good ones '
He asked us; the good ones these :
"So did your class misbehaved?" - We remain silent .
"Answer me, if not I punish the whole class." - Still silence .
"Stand up ! Okay one last chance, did your class misbehaved?" - Paused , then "Yes .. "
Scary right ? :/
--

Constantly trying to achieve that only hope '
I'd forgive you about the past, but never forget ..
Sighs, exams blue (..)

Sigh, found one lost ex-classmate o.O
Buayhiaobai one , but anyway horhs '
Will be revising on this weekend, I seems to forget about my maths :/

The love that you gave is priceless '

2007-09-26T14:41:00.000+08:00

Will be changing layout soon, I find my current layout horrible :/
Hmm, I'll be using my favourite colours ; Black & Red :D
--

During morning assembly reading period, my area was mad .
We were laughing out loud like nobody's business, because of the 'Constipated Face'
Lmao ! That 'Constipated Face' was having 'Constipation' the whole day today ? xD
-
Then Geography, I don't understand the Water Supply Chapter '
What are the steps to make NEWater ? What's Stragetic Resources ?
Ohh, then Maths :/
Spent the whole period fixing my brain into a Question (..)
-Still not solved- .} But solving ..
--
Got back previous previous Chinese Test Paper .} 20/40 !
Lmao, Mdm. Lee said that I improved :] But not for End-Of-Year though (..)
And then CME -
So 'paisehhhhhh' can ! What I'd become in 10years time ?
I wrote : I'd like & hope to be a successful (..) after migrating & owns (..) & (..)
Yes ! I want to migrate xD

Yesterday was Mid-Autumn festival , so Happy Belat-ed Mooncake Festival !
I ask-ed 7people out to go play fire with me, but then all gave me silly excuses :/
I want play fire ! D: I want play fire ! D:
Sighs, nevermind ..
Wait til X'mas play Snow @ Snowcity then (..)
D:

Two minus one equals zero ♥

2007-09-25T13:53:00.000+08:00

FLUNK-ED CHINESE :D
I'm 100% sure about it, if I manage to pass then its really a miracle '
All the Chinese Cloze Passage all these lazy to read, just anyhow 'tikam' :/
& the Comprehension I just answer with my own knowledge hehs .
Cause once again, too lazy to find the correct answer :]
I know it's EOY Paper, but I'm just hopeless already :]
--

For English, setter is Mr. Lee Joen Yen .. vetter's Mr. Khalid .
When I see whose the setter, my heart is pomping non-stop (..)
The' Cloze Passage is just right, comprehension is manageable, Summary's do-able (:
But my heart tells me that I didn't do well D:
Just hope that I could get at least a B ?
--

I'm going to get out of this grounded mode .

I want to go Suntec now, Bugis ? Saturday going JB :/

I don't want to go for NCOC !

Nevermind .. it's still a must ..

(...) You still don't know after that many hints ;{/♥

My griefs will never be washed away '

2007-09-24T19:27:00.000+08:00

White lies./♥}

24th September 2007, in th'doorway.}
Complicated' Confused' and Mysterious .. '
--
Why do we not know what we got til it's gone ?
I'm so tensed up for tomorrow's paper(s) .
How ?
It's not the usual stress that you people feel, I wanted to perish ?
Awwwhh crap -.-

Seriously, I don't know what's happening to me ..
It's like I'm too used to those old grades, I can't afford & stand any chance to score lower than expected .
Duh most people thinks that way isn't it ? But I'm like, I don't know ..
Something's wrong with me, honestly ..
I guess I need a shrink ? I'm abnormal
-

Cloze Passage, please let it be easy enough .
Comprehension, hoping that it'd be about something modern ..
Summary, not too little words please :/
Others are just alright,
--
Oh yeah, Chinese is a sure 100% flunk ..

♥

~~In life, whatever you do is dependant on yourself .~~
You're the one who gets to choose what you want to be next time, once its a wrong choice, you'll be a wrong path .
But however, we never get to live life backwards (..)
What crap is this -.-
Everytime I close my eyes, all I could think of is ..

Tomorrow may never comes `

2007-09-24T12:45:00.000+08:00

Once again, I deleted th'previous post .
Due to emotions, I just typed out all those craps last night .
But I'm okay now :]

Still worried about my Grades though ..
Today's papers are okay (?) I suppose so, but not Chinese '
I'm totally fine with the Chinese Letter Writing, no idioms but its at least logical .
However, my Chinese Composition is a mess ` the question ask-ed :
You just came back home from school & your mom was asking you to acompany her to Amk Hub as there's offers are prices are low . Describe what happened .
- I wrote a diary format , just like blog ..
I wrote what my mom bought, how much is it & so on .. :/
Especially***, Dad banned us from going to any Hub anymore !
So as you can see, out of point & not much creativity :} Flunked (!)
--
& As for English ' I think my Essay is okay .}
The most important lesson you learned . ( Something like that )
I got my ideas from 'Secrets' which I've submitted long ago, & from recent handouts .
So yeah, much of those quote-ish craps, but I assume that it's okay :]
I'm certain that the marker would be Mr.Carlic ( I don't know how to spell ) ..
If not, I'm just hoping that it won't be ~~Mr. Lee Joen Yen~~ again D:
Please, be more lenient (!)
For Report Writing, it's like hell .
We weren't suppose to leave line, & I did .
& I guess it's too exaggerating .. I described the scence of the fight (..)
Dots, I didn't know that, nevermind :/

I'm still afraid ..

I musn't flunk my English'

& Yes I slitted, 270 of them :]

Th' little & small outburst '

2007-09-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

I'm mentally & physically prepared to flunk Chinese :]
Once language exams are over, I'll start to mug for others already '
Must be packed : Extra black pen(s), correction tape & pencil(s) ?
Electric Dictionary & uh, stapler ? Yeah that's all xD

Been online these few days, (duh) ' & then realised that most peoples are busy or away :/
Yeah exams fever .} But I'm bored D:
I don't know what to study ..
--
Last night I came up with this question, I realised how algebra's really help us in real life .
A B C wants to talk on phone ;
A doesn't have conference phone, & provided that he can't call anyone '
B has conference phone, but similarly' she also can't call anyone '
C doesn't have conference phone, but she could call almost anyone '

So how could the three of them talk ? :/
p/s.} Just bored, so it's just a lame question ( With no answer ) .
--

Find a hobby that occupies my time :
Almost impossible please, I'm grounded -.-

Those tears I no longer shed -

2007-09-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

Everytime I sits down there reminiscing ..

--
I deleted the previous post, cause I think its lame '
& I'm not going to study Chinese, I'm not :D
Worried about Report Writing though, requires so many paragraphs :/
Gahs, the Letter Writing is a problem to me too, sighs bored -

Ohh & I developed rashes '
Scare me to death when my cousin says its Chickenpox -.-
But I want to get Chickenpox during holidays eh ?

Dear God,
I hereby am pleading you to give me more than one month
of Chickenpox during th'long vacation; & it wouldn't recover until its time :]
Please fulfil this for me '
Blanche :D ''

Wheeeeee !
I just earned $80 out of a negotiation of $50 !
Okay so happy now, its your fault for not paying the rent on time.} hehs :]
& I want friendster comments' Any kind souls willing to spare some ? ;x

hmms, I guess this post is lamer than the previous one,
but nevermind, i'm just bored ..
can you imagine, being grounded at home & feel like studying,
but don't even know what to study -.-
yeahhs .. & coming online and not knowing what to do either .
gahhs bye !

Part of the script should be changed .

2007-09-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the gift :D
I'm standing in here, thanks '

Achieved 85% for my Mathematics test.} 34/40 '
It's filled with careless mistakes ! ( Not counting th' Mean Question )
Oh I regret, nono .. Mustn't have anymore careless mistakes for EOY'
& I'm so sleepy now -

The tension & fears are coming to me, next week is the start of something big :/
Something important .. & I don't have any preparations yet .
Well, not much in school today.}
PE lesson was so terrible, had the beep test or whatsoever` Level 4.2 !
I deproved, I got Level 6 & above for last year .. ~~My stamina's leaving me~~ ..
& then the other periods were fine, indeed fine :]
-
Got home, shower-ed & chang-ed .
Rushed to Mrt Staion to meet up with mom, gosh -.-
& Then, Godmom actually gave me my favourite phone as a gift, yay thanks :D
Ohh, other thing was .. I'm going to get a hamster !
xD
~~Hamsters~~ rawks ! But I prefer a labrodor (not sure with th'spelling)
& Yay, muggers never die :/
So yeah .. bye ; cause they cry D:

'll''lllll'''llll

Yesterday's my past tense '

2007-09-20T14:35:00.000+08:00

So much for your arrogant -
You'll never understand .

--
Not been active these few days '
Mom's been nagging since I stepped into the house, gosh' my head's spinning round&round -.-
Done the Essay.} Left Summary & Report Writing .
I love English ♥

Gotten 21/25 for Literature Class Test ( Or don't know what test ) .
But I'm afraid about the Reunion Dinner; I can't get it into mind.} It's a bad sign '
Mathematics test today was fine, only don't understand th' Median & Mean part .
& Other lessons were just as usual .
I got to buck up on my Chinese, doesn't matter if I flunk my End-Of-Year Chinese '
But I'm going to get a Chinese tutor during the holidays, or maybe ask for help :/
-
Oh yeah one last thing*
I'm afraid my mom's going to ban me from using my laptop, & getting online .
So I suppose that, if I stopped blogging for sometime, means I won't be around til 11Oct '
That's for sure :/ Cause she's really angry right now .
Even threathen to throw away the laptop ..
Okay bye ♥
--

~~You're a bitch .{/♥~~

~~You doesn't even knows what I'm really doing right now,~~

~~You wants see good results, to top in class ' I fulfilled your wish `~~

~~But still, you're unhappy about it aren't you ? Then what else does you expect me from ?~~

~~I'm already doing everything I could right .}~~

~~I just feel like leaving, what for I do all these just to sastify you ? I don't have to, do I ?~~

~~You're getting on my nerves, really :/~~

~~& It's like hell, I hate you .~~

(Just some rantings, to make me feel better )

terribly stressed ..

at least the others don't get this kind of mother .

well, not everyone '

What a remarkable dead end '

2007-09-19T14:43:00.000+08:00

All these thoughts, graveyard(s) & so -
It's just a misconception of something new '

Yes. I seriously need Principal Of Accounts that badly .
& I understand that Additional Mathematics will help too; but its so far away from my standard'
Temasek offers fine Business Course(s) , but problem is I don't know if I could ..
Or is it true that I think too far ? Yes, maybe I do think too far ..
But like duh ? They shouldn't have suddenly take away this subject, some people chose to come to this school just because of that subject, & unfortunately the subject's taken out ? Then what's th'point .. :/
--

Nothing much today, had Chinese Test.} Marks for CA2 '

But low chance of passing, I don't even understand the question :/

& then CME's quiteee useful today, at least :D

♥ Never could I knew -
Oh yeah, was chosen for Care Award :]
Have totally no idea how th' system choose -.-
.} I can't seems to revise during Weekdays, it's as if something's really bothering me real hard .
Just can't get to the study point .. & I misses my phone D:
Stucked to the ground, I can't go anywhere & do anything ..
~~Life's meaningless yeah ?~~

It strucks me like a broken pencil ..

We'll never come to know future

2007-09-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

PRINCIPAL OF ACCOUNTS.}

( Not meant for normal academic stream? )

Eh bloody hell :/ I've been eyeing on this very subject long ago already ' D:

Without that, I could die ' & I meant it, I could die ..

Just hope that I'd get into A Maths.} ..

--
English Oral - I answered 'nope' .
But it's much an easier conversation as I thought .
Mdm.Goh : What's your favourite hobby ?
Me : Uhh reading ? ( Cause I've prepared as I thought she'd ask what's my fav.book )
Because its a way to relax ourselves , I suppose ..
Mdm.Goh : Oh so what kinds of books do you usually read ?
Me : Ermmmmm .. ermm ... I think .. ermmm .. ( Conversation ending )
--
See ! At the last part I was lost for words, totally speechless :/

& Then returned home as soon as possible .. before the old hag starts to nag again '
Have to wear jacket or sweater tomorrow, my arm skin's 'peeling period' is so eww -.-
Oh anyway, now only left Science to worry about .
Today's Surprise test was a disaster, I got 6/15 ' Sighs ! D:

--
By the way '
TAN YONG SIANG'S damn annoying .. I regretted teaching him msn :/
He can't seems to stop talking, yes ' He could talk NON-STOP !
Let me give you a warning ah, as a senior ; I need to study .{ Disturb someone else please '
I'm sorry, you're blacklisted .

It's just an obstacle in our life

2007-09-17T14:12:00.000+08:00

幸せである限り、私は去る

Seriously, I can't focus on what I'm studying .
My eyes are on the book, but my soul aren't ? My mind's been wondering off to nowhere -
& I'm suddenly afraid of the NCOC Camp after End-Of-Year ' In October ..
My intuition tells me that something's going to happen, but I don't know what .
Yeah maybe its another chance to make more friends & such, but all the doubts just came up '
Nevermind .. Shall focus on what's really important right now .

Exams Fever -
I don't want to fail my English, I've gotten phobia for it from my CA2 .
Yeah nobody wants to, but it's really a big mistake to abadon my language '
Even Chinese .. I regretted heck-ing care it D:
& Science, that bloody Chapter gives me a big headache `
-

English / Chinese / Mathematics / Literature / Science / Geography / Art / & More .{

Everyone seems to have no problems with mugging ..

Yet I don't even know what I don't know .. Oh die ..

-
Today's Home Economics Practical was cancelled due to .. off-day '
I wonder what's wrong with this school ..
Cause I can't self-study .. I'm afraid .

--
Anyway, just for a randon update or such ;
I'm grounded til 11Oct , handphone with mom .

So yeah ..

Standing there like no one's watching ..

2007-09-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

Every capsules counts :]

I'm like so bored D:

Everyone's like mugging so hard, leaving me alone .

http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html?r=user_posted_link

- From Adeline Milkshake's Blog :]

Indeed very fun :D

.{ & then .. }

I've got nothing better to do,

& I've found out that a creator of a School's Class Blog actually ripped my blogskin -.-

Not going to advertise the @ here, but hopefully someone would credit before .. :/

.} In order to allow people to respect you, you have to respect others first .

Due to good results in our school's SYF, tomorrow would be an off-day :D

So planning to hmm .. get myself ready & prepared for the End-Of-Year in 6days time .

God, I'm stressed //save me.

I still don't know how to do Mean,Median&Mode' & all the formula(s) -

& The Reproductive Part(s), & the Cycles & the .. ohmygod -.- and oh, I forgotten Letter Writing Formula too ! && Tons of Stuffs D: not excluding Global Warming and Ozone Depletion and Chinese .. It's like so OH-MY-GOD to me //. Shit, I'm dead .

& Once again, I'm bored :/

Blah -

No meaning in life really ; everyone just .} Eat, sleep, enjoy life, study, work & etc etc '

In the end we still have to die, if only there's no life in life ._.

( Craps ) .

Its just another game to lose

2007-09-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

Define the word - "Bored"

Suppose to acompany mom to Orchard today ;
&to visit Grandmom after that, but in the end regretted not to '
As my arm's like so disgusting now, little gooey spots on it :/ So I refused to go out with her,
or anywhere else, & now I'm left with boredom alone for the day . Blah-
Everyone seems to be mugging so hard already :/
As for me, with a laptop infront of me everytime .. don't even know what I'm doing .
--

& It seems like, whatever I'm doing right now .
I'll regret .. one day :/

English Oral on Tuesday . Pronounciation all these are not a problem '
But hmm , I'm still nervous over Picture Discussion -
& For End-Of-Year ; Not studying Chinese, English, Geography & Literature .
Mathematics can be improved, hopefully the Setter is Ms. Daisy Lim .
& Others are uh , random :/
Perhaps my name won't appear on the Rating List anymore .
Been slacking ..
♥

Feel like updating more ..
But can't really find what to post , so yeahs forget it .
I'm off to erm, slacking again -

For you know, I'm left with nothing

2007-09-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

It's just a random survey ; a lame one '
A crap one really, but reason is cause I'm bloody bored .

1. Your favorite color out of :
Red , black , blue , green , yellow } Black :D
2. Your first initial ? } Y !
3. What month were you born in ? } August Baby :]
4. Which color do you like more :
Black or White ? } Black :D
5. Name one of your friend ? } Ryan .
6. Your favorite number ? } Twoooo, 2 :]
7.Do you like flying or driving more ? } Flying, but it's not possible :/
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more ? } Ocean :]
9. Think of a wish, but don't write it . } Wish-ed .

Question 1 :
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love .
Black - You are conservative and aggressive .
Green - Your soul is relaxed and youare laid back .
Blue- Spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love .
Yellow - You are a very happy person .

Question 2 :
A-K : You have a lot of love and friendships in your life .
L-R : You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom .
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good .

Question 3 :
Jan-Mar : The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected .
April-June : You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever.
July-Sept : You will have a great year and will experience a major life - change for good .
Oct-Dec : Your love life will be great, and eventually you will find your soulmate .

Question 4 :
Black : Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change .
White : You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it .

Question 5 :
This person is your best friend . { Huh ? No way man , he's retarded -.- }

Question 6 :
This is how many true friends you have in your lifetime .

Question 7 :
Flying : You like adventure .
Driving : You are a laid back person .

Question 8 :
Lake : You are loyal to people & yourself are very reserved and not emotional .
Ocean : You are spontaneous and liketo please people but have many emotions .

Question 9 :
Lame crap -.-

Everything upon my embracement

2007-09-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

At times, we tend to forget what we've already got .
Just to go for things that don't belongs to us '
--

Happy Birthday to Choong Keong Sir '
( Anyway he doesn't reads my blog, no use .)

After the Koto test, which is very easy :D } But I think I got one question wrong :/
Yeah after that went to Concourse looking for suitable gifts for Sir .
In the end we bought him a balloon & Pizza & stuff . Lols he looks funny xD
Ohh and after that we surrounded him with Hp Cameras like reporters ? Lmao '

♥} No need for word ; it's all been said x/3

After that have lunch @ Pizza Hut '
They all keep on teasing me that I left my ~~husband&son~~ behind -.-
Chiahui & Yongsiang are never part of my family } I repeat, they're not .
:D
& Spent about quite a long time getting back Nicholas's Phone from Guangliang .
Lols, I doesn't really care that much as I ate too much ~~Cheese~~, so itchy now -.-
--
I was kinda in a good mood today luh, everything just went on fine :]
But I guess I'm going to visit my Grandmom soon, she fell down in th'toilet ..
Now at Singapore General Hospital ' Oh well .. maybe going tomorrow (:
Hope that she'll be fine ..
& there's still loads of things undone ♥

Oh yeah, still have to mug ..

From this distance, I know th'answer

2007-09-14T13:10:00.000+08:00

Rashes & Blisters growing rapidly ._. !
So eff-ing itchy okay ! Dang :/
--

& this could be just another day ..
Woke up, moodswing-ed .
Wash-ed up, & left the ever so lonely home ..
I walk th'path to school alone, returned home ; don't feel like going .
& In the end, I decided not to miss any lessons again .
Well .. last night I feel th'urge of quitting school ..
Ever since .. ' I just can't afford to fail anymore .
♥♥♥

Besides not returning tags, I won't be on-ing my phone for a long period of time .

So yeah, stop sms-ing or trying to contact me through my handphone & tagboard .

Cause I sort of asked my mom to help me keep it til after exams .

& Well .. maybe ban me from using th'computer too :] Hehs, don't contact me =x

I will still continue to update '
But nothing much to talk about today .
Don't forget that there'll still be Koto Exam tomorrow @ HQ'
Okay I'm off now ♥

The light at the end of the tunnel

2007-09-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

Let me repeat : I will not reply to tags from now on, til I'm free { Probably after exams .}
So I suggest you people out there ; do not tag ! If not don't expect me to return :]

Changed blogsong, it's an old song '
But love it really much ♥
--

Had a 45mins afternoon nap just now, & woke up to found out that I've got a fever .
I hope I'll be as fine as possible during End-Of-Year Examinations .
--
I'm suddenly havin' this pressure on me , I'm afraid that I can't make it .. I don't think I can cope , & what if I really don't score that well this time ? Tears just dribbled down continuously .. & honestly , I feel like givin' up .. What if I fail my English again ? I really can't afford to any failure again, I don't want to ; nobody wants to .. & I seriously couldn't take it anymore, ~~serious breakdown~~ .
--
It just seems like no matter what, I'll forever be in th'same way .
& Once again .. don't tag me, please .

Peoples, visit http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html website when you're free :D
Personality test, just need a pen & paper , okaythanksbye(:

Memories are to be shaken

2007-09-13T15:40:00.000+08:00

Because to you, it's just a game -

No more counselling :D
I'm so happy & free now ! Hmm, she's quite a good counsellor :]
She told me loads of things ;

Sometimes its not how much time you have, but the quality of time & effort you put in' If you can get it, get it ' Cannot nevermind, just accept what's been given to you . Just remember that in whatever you do, you're doing it with clear conscience & heart . & No matter what people say, don't take it too much to heart, as long you remain yourself , isn't it ? :D:D

Drama would be tested for Literature soon (:
As for Chinese, I'm going to study . ~~Surprised~~ ? First time hearing me studying Chinese ;x
& English, well .. have to learn ourselves then ' Oral's next week & I'm getting so tensed up now .

For Mathematics, I'll just have to memories the formulas & Mean/Median/Mode } 3M's `
& So on, I'm really stressedup over all these already :/
But I guess should be possible to make it .. if not , see me on the newspaper then :/
I mean, as in Obituaries :]
--
After School acompanied Chongmin & Mengya to Central .
They need my help in getting the English Books for their standard :}
& blahh -

Currently revising Chinese, as the first paper is Compo all these ( if I'm not wrong ) .
Okay shall go off now .
Quality of time is important :D

--
♥} Try not to tag me ! Cause I've got no time/or rather lazy to reply '
Unless you want to drop me a free tag of course, but I suggest don't tag :D
Thanks ♥

Nothing seems to be going right

2007-09-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

I feel like cutting short hair, with straight fringe just above eyebrow (:

Hmm, most probably will change to that by next year' But maybe not .

--

& I want freedom ! I need freedom :/
I don't want to be controlled & asked what am I doing every single second .
I longed for freedom :/ ( Oh what craps am I talking now .. )
--
Nevermind, now I want go ZOO ♥
Please let me go zoo, I want to ride on elephants, I'm crazy over them !
& Giraffes .. Oh so tempting !
Okay I'm ~~mad~~ -.-

. . .

Bored in class, sms-ed a few people .} Guess what, only 1reply :/
And then during CME' Got to do a survey from NIE .
Found one nice quote ' Something about goals, hehs :D
//
& then during CM` I don't know why okay !
My arms suddenly pop out some blisters & rashes, & I were scratching on&on non-stop .
My legs also peeling off its skin, but glad that my face's okay now (:
Thanks for all the "gels" you people given me ♥

♥}
There'll be Koto Test this Coming Saturday, meet @ 8.50pm in Amk Mrt Station {:
Please bring along a 2B Pencil & an eraser :D

It's hard not getting emo -

& Seriously, I hate you } .more than anyone else'

but still, I can't deny th'fact that you're gone .

Secrets are not meant to be revealed, right ?

2007-09-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

& Finally went to school .
Everyone's been asking me : "What happened to your face ?"
I just replied, just as usual : "Sunburnt ."
--

Sighs, pathetic D:
♥♥♥

I'm actually worse okay :/
You all doesn't even have a skin sticking out like this, correct ?
Once, a little girl cried when she had no shoes, til she saw a man with no feet .
- Quoted from Eshley .

Sometimes, the more you want to achieve something,
the more it doesn't wants to be with you .
However, it'll come to you when you doesn't bother about it ♥

I really hate learning Sexual Reproduction Chapter .
& With the fact that I can't even wear my glasses :/ Cannot see ! -.-
It's uber gross luh, Mrs. Supra actually showed us the .. real thing D:
-
English Period ; Had our "test" that'll be included in our CA2 Marks '
& Well, I supposed there'll be English Oral on 18September afternoon .
My register number's 16 & I'll be conducted by Ms. Sharon Goh .. Uhh :}
--
During Art, done 3 of th' typography :D
& I dare to admit, it's super fun alright ! ♥♥♥
So easy also ;x

& For Assembly, have to stay back in class due to O'levels all these '
Ms. Sim came to our class & well, found out that we're going to sew .
Not bad lah, but most probably going to sew it by tonight instead of tomorrow ;x
Or rather, I don't even know whether I'll be going tomorrow -.-

PS { Mrs. Sidhu said that there's no need to see a doctor . }
So I didn't & not going to, so stop nagging at me please :D

There's a secret behind this

2007-09-10T11:48:00.000+08:00

私は愛する♥
しかし彼女を持っている

--

Roasted .
By some slight chances,
I happened to flip through Page171 of Secondary 2 Geography Text '
& I got the same case as shown over there, go take a look if you have (:
"Prolonged exposure to sunshine will lead to sunburn, which may leads to skin cancer . "
- Stated over there '

(Then perhaps you all may not see me anymore)
Which is good right ?

Oh well ..
Welcome to the start of Term 4 ♥
--

It's not the burdens of life that weigh us down,
but how we handle them -

No use applying those Aloe Velra Gel anyway, it's worsening -.-
Even my ear & eyelid were burnt, be prepared to not see me anymore lol .
I've never been this red before, seriously .
I don't even know whether I'll survive til tomorrow .
But I'll most probably try to go, I'll ' I don't want to miss anymore lessons, for god's sake .
& Scoldings, I may get them on Wednesday . For not attending Walkathon ?

~~Ohh I don't give a damn now .~~

♥

Your life seems ever so perfect ♥

2007-09-09T11:39:00.000+08:00

If you look at what you do not have in life;

you don't have anything .

I'm cooked .
My face is like, keep having some disgusting slimy liquid coming out D:
& My burnt skin feels rough&dry .. compared to soft&smooth :/

I didn't went for the Walkathon @ HQ today '
One reason is because I don't/can't go out like this ' (Red, not black)
Another reason is my mom actually supported me this time,
Guess what she says when I told her about Walkathon ?
Me : "How ah tmr still need go HQ .. howhow?"
Mom : "Ask the lj organization go fcuk spider upside down lah !"
Me : *Surprised* "is compulsory one .. can't help it ,"
Mom : "if it worsens then I go complain to your ___ principal liao ;"
Me : "but its the kayaking course, not sjab .. aiyah nvm ." *siam*

So yeahs, indeed very surprised lols '
She also added something worse, shall not be revealed -.-
If it really worsens, I'm going straight to the doctor already ! D:
Total of : 4cuts and 5bruises, & 3yellow slimy thing on face =.=
♥♥♥

Random update ♥

The road lies straight ahead of us

2007-09-08T12:38:00.000+08:00

When a flower turns yellow; it can still be save by adding fertillizer in;

but when it's dead , no matter how hard you tried it'll still be dead .

♥♥♥

--

I think my eyes are going blind'
I got sunburnt even at my eyelid; darn it :/
& My skin's red, not black } Red Indian ! --

Wahkao, want tan also tan whole body mah, now my arms&legs black and white one D:

God, I'm so tired now .
Whole body muscles were like hmm, turtle without shell ?
Lol, okay lame post .
♥

Yesterday is dead . Tomorrow hasn't arrived '
We have just only one day} Which is today .
& Learn that it's a brand new day for us .

& One more thing'
This coming term timetable sucks to the apple core (:
Go & take a look @ the LMS and you'll know . Sighhs :/
There'll be Walkathon tomorrow, 8am to 10.30am @ Head Quarters'
Maybe I'll be wearing Sunglasses or something .. Fish the Sun -.-

Problems are challenges faced in daily life -

2007-09-07T18:22:00.000+08:00

In life, you have every right to choose which path to go on -

First of all , thanks for all the tags ♥
--

Kayaking Course today } Scary -> Fun -> Tiring {
Changi Coast, we have to paddle in the open sea with our Kayaks '
& When we were asked to paddle to a certain point, I actually capsized 2times '
The female instructor was screaming at me, I haven't even learnt the capsizing part :/
& Then I actually gained phobia from Kayaking -.-

Cause I drank about at least 200ml of Seawater, nearly died .

♥ Learnt Capsize & Rescue after that;
People actually capsized at most 5times, as for me .. 9times altogether .
Only that bruises & scratches are all over my hands&legs lol .. :/
Oh by the way, I'm SUNBURN-ED & TANN-ED ! Skin's peeling off from my arm '
With Rosy Red Cheeks :D
-- I cant deny yeahs, the entire course was actually very fun ♥

After that, shower-ed there & it's oh so comfortable :]
Found out that I'm very white inside, & black outside -.-
Okay, not trying to be sick :/

--

Secretly, watching over you ;

2007-09-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

When something's solved, its solved, no point crying over it -

- Quoted from Charles '

~~25panadols & counting~~ '
I'll stay strong, decided not to go on hiatus, no point at all .
♥♥♥

At times, even the Sun's brightness is overshadowed by clouds .
However dark and dense the clouds may be, Sun will shine back .
& It may even shine the brightest .

♠ Back from Bugis, shopped & bought some clothings'
Spent about $85 today } Including Cutting Hair & Prepaid Card -.-
Trimmed, layered & thin-ned my hair ; it's like so comfortable now :D
There'll be Kayaking tomorrow :
1) I'll get to taste more salt water .
2) I'll have a hard time washing off those sand .
3) The instructor would give me another face tomorrow .
4) I think I'll fail the course .
5) I'll be dead .

All you have to let go -
& After you really did, you'll realise how easy it actually is .

Everyday in life would have a different outcome

2007-09-06T11:53:00.000+08:00

Leave the fears & regrets in the past, for this is where they belong .
Don't cloud today with the things that can't be undone :]
For you know, they just doesn't belongs to you -

Going to bugis after this short update -
Most probably won't be online today, maybe at night ?
But, what's the use then ..
--
There'll be Kayaking tomorrow again, hope that my mood would be better by then '
Nowadays been offending people that I don't need to, can't help it :/
Hope that I won't just walk away tomorrow .. Cause I don't know how to go back home -.-

& Thanks a million to you people too :]
I apologise for this stupid post .

I just don't know what the !#$%^&* happened to me .

Uhh, forget it -.-

Many times in life I've tried

2007-09-05T14:19:00.000+08:00

I've remembered that I've forgotten all about the 'Creative Writing Compeition' ;
th' 'Secrets' ; Honestly, I've given up on that } Reasons is because I'm writing other things .
I don't know what's happening to me recently, just feel so not-me .

In life there is no turning back, th'road lies straight ahead ' never ending -

No one can’t return along the track to see out what has past .

No one can’t undo the past mistakes either .

Accept things rather than denying them; realize its just th'fact before its too late .

Th' only thing is to let go ` but after you found out that its not as simple as you think'

When we grow up & work, most of th'times we can't opt to choose what we want }

but we were chosen by others to what they want us to be -

&amp; now, we can't predict th'future, & we can't change the past .

I only have the present moment, as which tomorrow may become never .

Okay just ignore what I typed above -.-
I'm just, mad . Don't comment on anything there, please :]

& it flows down endlessly .. like a river that never dries up
Right, I'm off !

♥ Updated Craving's Area*

Ignore these tears, they're useless now

2007-09-05T11:19:00.000+08:00

At times; as long as you keep your emotions right -

You'd have it with you '

Done all Holiday Homework -
As for Art, took some eerie pictures ' But I'm still searching for better ones yeah :]
But uh, save @ where huhs ? Diskette or Re-Writable CD ?
Or don't tell me bring the whole camera to school ' PS { I took them with handphone }
But I've already fixed the pixels; infact photoshop would do a better job :/
That teacher thought we're dumb D:

Last night, after phon-ing ;
Been flipping & rolling all about, I've dreamt of something '
Woke up a few times & tears keep flowing down ..
& I've also dreamt of someone scolding me non-stop } due to blogskins ?
Hell, I'm really mad already lols . Forget about it .
--

--
Amelia,
You mentioned that you hate me right ? I know you meant it '
But, what do you want then ? Okay, hate couldn't be taken away, not that easily.
Yet, I just want to post this up as an apology okay ? I'm sorry, sastified ? :/
You could say that I'm just guilty or whatever.
But truth is I seldom dedicate a post to someone like this :{
I'm just sorry, everything my fault okay :/
My fault, I shouldn't have exist.

Sometimes I wonder ..

Am I actually doing th' right thing ?

Blessings to you & her, I'm stepping out

2007-09-04T18:13:00.000+08:00

Life's like a cycle ; it is a cycle -

Wherever you' be going, have to go back to where you come from .

- Quoted from Austin !

Toss' all the burdens away } You're right ..

Shan't leave out the rest just become of some bastard :] Blessings to you & her (:

Today, not as bad as I expected } Hang around childishly with the Sec1s :D

Bukit Batok Fire Station [ Located @ Teck Whye Road ] It's so huge alright !

& Have some lectures, so pathetic luhs, 9am to 4pm ? Gahh gahhh ! ;x

But overall, the test was Chicken-Feet :D Been sms-ing through the entire course ;x

After that train-ed back to hometown, nice walks in Amk Hub & so on .

Been crapping all along today' Am I right doing this ?

Cried to sleep last night, what leads me to this then ? Oh hell D:

I've never been in such a good mood for so long already, she spoilt it :/

Regrets, the worse thing in life ..

& I wonder ..

damn moodswings -.-

I cry, because I wanted to -

2007-09-03T18:23:00.000+08:00

Changed layout♥
Simplicity is forever the best :]

& Thanks Christopher, Amelia, Austin, Alfred, Alvin for cheering me up :]
Especially Lenny, even though you're very weird today D:
Th'others which I expected to talk to me; didn't . Well at least I know now ..
Failed to moodswing, thanks loads } You people meant alot to me ♥

I wonder why you love to gain so much attention from people '

Act pitiful ? You make me feel disgusted alright -.-

Please don't be a attention seeker, at least .. not to my friends D:

They cut me like a knife , when you walk out of my life -

Okay lah bye ! Hope tomorrow Civil Defence Course would be a success :D

You will never know what's beyond here

2007-09-03T10:19:00.000+08:00

We have to make some choices .
--

Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow .
We must fail in order to know .
We must lose in order to gain .

Simply because, some lessons are best learned through pains .
- Quoted from Eshley, thanks & cheerup too :]

Finally completed my Chinese Homework, all of 'em :D
Mathematics & Geography was completed long ago' heave a sigh of relief `
So there's only left Art; hahas need to take pictures for photoshop .
Common Sense tells me that asking some blogskinners whom took part in the Paperlove♥ Photography Competition will help alot . But I need 'plain' ones :/
Nevermind, Austin ` Get your emo friend msn soon D:

& Lenny, if you're reading this '

I won't forget after this 1mth, cause I posted your name up (:

Remember to send those Daily Mails alright ?

- This portion forever stays -

I have totally no idea what happened to me '

Been in such a good mood for quite a long time } perhaps longest in my life ?

Haha ! Will be going out later; be bringing camera :D

Camera for the Art of course, okay goodbye♥

I'd rather die than being lonely

2007-09-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

*Annual General Inspection*
--

Thanks for making this event a success -

Hillgrove Secondary for the Concert Band

Zone 1 to 10 & Guests-of-Honour .

& Million thanks to this event that, my leg's like a Jellyfish now ?

Stood there for approximately 1hour + at least ? Or I suppose more than that '

The ' Important People ' don't have sympathy one luh .. Take their own sweet time :/

While the others, like us all standing there ~~pathetically~~ like so Statue like that D:

& Then when the GOH finally had their 'sweet time' over, my leg was numbed !

But luckily alright, still haven't break or die yet .

So yeahs ' Congratulations to every participants - AGI's finally over :D

See you ladies & gentlemens next year ! xD

There's more other activities to go -

Fact is' I'd rather die than being lonely .

When it's time to go, why force yourself to stay ?

When it's time to find someone, why be a loner instead ?

{ Dedicated to Someone especially }

Let the thoughts linger around

2007-09-02T09:37:00.000+08:00

th'link below is so so true okay ! xD

Basically, the top secret in my blog is : I don't get much tags compared to views .
Yeah I'm lame, obviously I am .
Well people actually go for th'test, which mean they did visit my blog, but th' thing is; they didn't tag me at all ! For how long arh ? Since the increase of views T.T
Rahhs ' One more thing, everyone's are realistic' I got 'automated' gifts when I'm angry -.-
So they're telling me I should ignore them more aren't they ? Lmao =X

Okay lah, lame post :/

Let me do some serious update'

The Actual AGI would be conducted later on, I hope it won't rain .. ?
Even if it rains, please be a heavy one can ? D:
& I've been such a good girl last night - Cutted my nails , ironed my uniform & etc .
Especially spending 1 1/2 hour on polishing the bloody boots ; it's getting rusty ? Uhh D:
& Tomorrow .. better study hard already .
Oh I still need to take three different pictures ; for ~~Art~~ '

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Such a stupid vacation ;

I rather not having any, or just a pause

in the middle of somewhere ..

Hmm , will change a skin by th' end of this week

Very sick of this one, the next would be something different (:

***Can anyone help me with my online chinese homework ?

No chinese programme .. Help to type out the chinese words =X

Th' feeling that you couldn't resist

2007-09-01T17:14:00.000+08:00

http://www.knowyourcrush.com/findcrush/416917
Very cool website ! I've tried it & it's very true okay :D
Go go just go try (:

& I have totally no idea what to update today larhs -.-
Slept @ around 5am last night , or rather you call 'morning' . And now I'm here eyes-supposingly going to close already lols } Been doing Primary 6 Maths Questions for friend :]
Do til so sleepy lols '

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I guess I'm going to use blogskins found @ blogskins.com , instead of using my own .
I've realised that I'm being so restless these few days , couldn't find out what's the reason really'
Feel like studying for SA2 but then something else has been bothering me lately -.-
Rahhs =.=

Thus this is what you called -

boredom ..

Cause friends won't always be there for you ,

they've got to lead their own life too , don't they ?

If I'm gone , let it be -

2007-08-31T12:01:00.000+08:00

je t'aime ♥

Let me start off from yesterday's ' was back quite ~~early~~ but too tired to update anything `
Everything just happened like that 'without any logical reasons at all , really (:
Bus-ed to Changi Coast & the wind was like so surprisingly strong ! Lucky I pinned up my hair ' & Then went there for Kayaking Course , of course :] We learnt th'basic techniques first .
After sometime, which is to me a very longgg time ! Finally can get into the water :]
Honestly okay , I'm very scared of the water uh .. The waves were like so fierce to me :/
And were ask-ed to swim to a point & swim back ; I don't know how to swim okay ! D:

After that ; whole body were like so muddy'sandy'whatever' you name it :{
Got a feel cuts & scratches uh , & my throat still tasted like uh .. Salty !
But feel refreshed after the shower (:
& right .. I sort of gave the instructors a somehow bad impression of me } I don't know how to flip the paddle in a correct way , so embarassed that she actually gave me a face -.-
Forget it ; I don't give a damn anyway :} Next Friday would be full-time in water :D

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Happy Teacher's Day to Everyone ! :D

The celebrations isn't much uh .
But I still remember Mr. Raihan opened a big present ; but it cames out a small one ;X
Then the whole class were like so eager to see how he reacts in the end ' lols so funny !
& At the end of the Celebrations hor , Mr. Vimal opened the champagne & my whole uniform now smells like .. uh apple ? I smells like an alcoholic now ! Lmao xD

Didn't went back to Primary School , Chevy they all going back :/
I'm not ? Cause uh , I don't really know the reasons lol '
The School Gate's not yet open-ed when I went back earlier on (:
So yeahs , not my fault } Also never prepare any presents ;x
Bye Earthlings, Marsians & Ghosts :D

3008'07 1958 <'3

I hope this would last (:

You're my everlasting addiction

2007-08-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

You should know by now what I actually meant (:

If not , then too bad for you .

Proudly Announce&Present : My 100th Post

Had finished my Maths Holiday Assignments ; oh-so-easy :D
My intuition tells me to change a blog layout ' Ideal Colours : Babypink ?
It's like eww ;x Hmm yeahs I guess it's time for a change' Preferably Violet :]

Well can someone give me ideas :/ I've ran out of inspiration ..

Hmm perhaps a rainbow one will do the trick ? xD

CCA today ' Got 5/20 for KOTO -.-

Second Highest , not bad already lah hors ;X

Shall post up a notice for my Holiday Schedule :

September 1Week Vacation ' 1Sept - 9Sept }
Sunday 2September Annual General Inspection
Tuesday 4September Civil Defence Course @ Bukit Batok Fire Station
Wednesday 5September Not-confirmed BBQ Session @ East Coast
Friday 7September Kayaking Course ll @ A Certain Venue
Sunday 9September Walkathon @ St. John's Head Quarters

See how packed up it is ._.
I've got no time to online then .. Have to Study too :/
Goodbye Earthlings ♥

Oh the Glamourous Sensation-

2007-08-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

Drew this during Assembly Period'

Overbored ; can't upload th' other one though :/

Planned to go out tomorrow one ' But down with my luck ; there's CM tomorrow -.-
Learnt Chapter 6 tomorrow ' Males&Females parts ' Yucky so disgusting :/
& I realised that my standard in writing letter also deproved alot' Serious '
Anyway ; nothing much today } Time passes extremely fast D:

Hmm like this way of typing ? Maybe I'll try this from now onwards :]
Oh by the way my phone's down again ' Something's wrong with it -.-
After school , rushes back home & out to Bishan ` Can't imagine I walked in the rain again '
Most probably will have another flu coming or something else ' & I'm still sick :/
Just hope that there won't be any Field Shouting tomorrow ; serious sorethroat `

Nothing much happened }

Shall end my speech here ; sighs =X

With Love ; Blanche'♥

They're moving on , without me x/3

2007-08-27T16:07:00.000+08:00

Nothing will ever be the same again '

If you're given a chance, would you?

Definitely right ? Well , depends ..

28days left-
Gonna buck up uh ' Have to alright :/
Sighs, high expectation ? Not really ..
Damn th' bloody hell Public Speaking Course -.-
I think I'll be given a bad report probably lols '

Sighs .. the tension ..

& The temptations after that `

During Geography Lesson ;

Was categorized into the 'lucky' section (:

Ms. Ng checked for the whole class textbooks&etc'

But not my row lols , cause I only brought textbook ;X

Lmao , I didn't know today got check . So yeahs .. :D

And then right , we've been graded for Dance !

That one , I don't really care lols :]

Hope there' won't be any CM

this Wednesday (:

Everyone makes mistake anyway

2007-08-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

I'M SICK '
That means, I've fallen ill .
Not emotionally sick of course (:
*Cough, sneeze & feverish* Nausea :/

& Yeah it's true .. very xinku T.T

Went for AGI Training today ' Quite unlucky ;X
When counting the 'Satu&Dua' that part right , I go count wrong '
Or maybe is my partner count wrong then I also count wrong ?
I don't know lahs, then the Sir scold me because of that -.-
I'm so ~~blur~~ today , infact everyday uh :/

After that the rehearsal keep resume & resume '
Practiced for 3times ! Then after that dismiss :D
Must be there by 3:30pm next week ; Actual one :]

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Alright ! I go already , damn this sorethroat '
Feel like closing down blog for some time :/
~~I HATE MY RESULTS FOR COMMON TEST !~~

Could anyone bring me back to reality ?

2007-08-25T19:46:00.000+08:00

I know I could never leave this place '

Those memories would be okay , right ?

& Such a long day , nothing much happened '
Oh the bus76 could take you to Serangoon Stadium (:
From my house duh :D

There'd be AGI Training tomorrow ; th last ?
Or maybe last 2nd , hope it's the last :/
By the way I soft of straighten-ed my hair ' :]
Not really reborn-ing , cause with those lotions one .
:D

Hmm no idea what to update '

But just came here to say helllo :D

Good mood today yeahs ' & bye ♥

If you don't go after what you want ,

You'll never get it .

If you ~~don't~~ ask , the answer's always no .

If you ~~don't~~ step forward, you're always in the same place.

Forgotten ; I never exist

2007-08-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

- Soon , I'll be forgotten } { Offline }
Forgotten } Mia-ing ; back after quite a long time .. Bye all x3
Msn Status

I'll not going to login msn for quite some time '
Just know my results not long ago ' Except Art .

English } 16/35 equivalant to 45/100 ' Fail-ed.
Chinese } 13/50 equivalant to 26/100 ' Fail-ed.
Mathematics } 22/25 equivalant to 88/100 ' A1
Literature } 16/25 equivalant to 64/100 ' B4
Science } 42/50 equivalant to 84/100 ' A1
Geography } 23/25 equivalant to 92/100 ' A1
Home Econs } 27/35 equivalant to 77/100 ' A1
History of Western Arts } - don't know yet ' Fail-ed.

So I got four A1's , one B4 & fail-ed three others D:

I'm really , seriously disappointed for my English '
If I'm not wrong ; I doubt I never failed English before :/
& it's like ~~killing~~ me see-ing myself failing best Subject ?
I told my mom about my results ; she nearly whack me uh -.-

I failed none of the subjects for SA1 , now I failed three ?
Oh right , I hate the number ~~three~~ , I hate it D:
& I won't be online for a quite some time , bye ..

There hadn't been room for feelings'

2007-08-24T13:08:00.000+08:00

Thanks to all for th' Birthday Wishings :D

Don't know why , no mood to go to school these days '
& I didn't attend school today again ; wrong choice ?
I missed like don't know how many maths lessons already }
While revising , I realised I don't know how to do :/

& There's like so many .. sighs nevermind .. '
31cuts so far , since this morning :/ Stress-ed up `
Right , I'm like see-ing stars whenever I try to rest ..
Feel like going away for sometime .. where-ever ;
but only left 30days to End-Of-Year Examinations '

Oh & Agi's on the Sunday Serangoon Stadium
Time not confirmed ; forget it =.=
But don't worry I'll go one .

Endurance ..

Th' day I turn-ed four-teen

2007-08-23T16:56:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Myself :D

But it's like, super unlucky uhs -.-
Shall not mention anything here :/

& I did badly ; & I mean really badly 'for literature ! Dx
Cause my expectation on Literature in higher than other subjects -.-
Nevermind .. Seems like the more I don't care ; the more I get it '

Photoshop lesson today } We're going to learn more on Typography .

& Next week must find a White File with some A3 size papers inside '

Gotta find sans serift & sefift fonts from newspapers/magazines too :]

That's all !

The day I turn-ed Four-teen is ..

isn't a happy day at all lols :/

I can't explain this feeling'

2007-08-22T11:53:00.001+08:00

Didn't went to school today :/
I regretted, cause my neighbours havin' construction in th house'
Now, it's so effing noisy '

& I'm not slacking at home uh '
Written another 488 words for the next entry,
but don't know why I just don't like it :[
It's a good story, but I don't know how to end it ?
So decided to leave it for another time '
Oh and I forgot that my book's under table !
Damn, I'm so ~~dead~~ -
Hope that Mr.Raihan is absent today ;x

How I hope that ..

this could never had happened '

But, I can't do anything either'

What I could do is pray ..

Oh please, don't make it a big matter .

No matter what, the journey has to go on ‘

2007-08-21T17:20:00.000+08:00

Submitted the essay entry for "Secrets" !
Actually I submitted it last night ; but forgot attach file -.-
Blur'sotong luhs me lol ! A total of 1022 words :D
Hmm thinking of what to write for th' next entry :}
Secrets mainly goes well in touching stories , which I written '
But I want to change something uhs' I NEED INSPIRATION !
Going to check out those books I borrow-ed .

Got back Geography & Science results today '
Did 'well' enough, which is what they said ' lols;
But however, didn't pass all ` I did badly for my Chinese D:
It's okay uh , Common Test isn't that important right ?
& We'll only know our English results next week uh '
All because of th'damn Public Speaking Course & teacher's absence :/

--

Anyway` Please take note that there'll be CM tomorrow `
Half-Uniform & Pt-Kit, bring along Kayaking Form too '
In case I made a mistake, I suggest to bring Notebook :]
Bye Earth♥

Maybe it is not about what tomorrow can offer you ,

but about what you can offer today.

What you said is beyond recognition -

2007-08-20T15:53:00.000+08:00

Penknives is all I craved for now '
I didn't study , I got good enough results '
But I'm not happy ehs ? :/

Feel like submitting a story for ' Secrets '
Should I ? Just to kill time & for experience ?
Lols, don't feel like updating much today (:

Alrights bye '

I'm defined as 'mentally sick' :]

2007-08-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

I slitted , I cried '

So what ? Nobody cares -

&From today onwards , I'm defined as mentally sick patient '

The old Blanche/Yanling no longer exist ;

Why ? I have no idea too ..

Gone -

When'd they grow up :/

2007-08-19T18:24:00.000+08:00

http://thatgirl-jasmine.blogspot.com/

This Girl ;
Yesterday ripped Beehsiang's Blogskins '
Today ripped my http://www.blogskins.com/info/149477 blogskins '

I'm not trying to be mean posting her url up here `
But , I do hope that you people could understand
& put yourself in people's shoe ' , I'm really depressed -.-

-Imagine you studied hard for Examinations '
Then the person sitting beside you } Copied your answers `
& Perhaps she got more marks than you do .
How'd you feel then ?
-It's exactly the same as people hacking your game account ,
after you trained very hard & leveled high up :{

Then , for this situation is same as the above '
People spent their precious time & effort in making the blogskin '
& Found out that someone just ripped it just like that , removing
all those credits & stuff etc ' Won't the designer be angry then ? :/

Happiness do exist too .

2007-08-19T12:20:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah here's one more dedicated post :

Happy Birthday Charles (:

So lazy to update luhs '
But why am I here ? Too bored ;X
Eating peach when my front tooth's shaky enough :/
If drop , I ~~die~~ ..

Shall update about yesterday's event ;
Went to Yishun Town Temporary Campus '
Th school was soo nice cans ? Temporary somemore :/
Purpose of going there is because of the ~~damn~~ AGI Training '
But this year is way much more better , I prefer this year's officers :]
Last year first training the female officer scold me like hells -.-

& Then marching was okay , x3 it `
Only that the boy infront of me was uh ..
Eg . Squat Kekenan Rulus : Scared that I'd step on him ? -.-
& Then didn't follow the person infront of him luhs -.-
& When marching right, didn't check dressing . I have to check ?
But if he didn't check I can't check cause I'd step on his leg .
Then in the end , my leg kena stepped D:

Don't blame others uh , but others blame me ? *

Humans are so realistic luhs ..
& By the way the girl beside me is same as last year one ._.
Sighs , I'd say hello next time lols (:

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After training , the others went to have their lunch @ Canvana '
& I went home uhs , celebrated lunar birthday -.-
Dots , then aunt bought me back Chocolates&Stuff from Japan :D
All the packaging so nice luhs , now eating Strawberry Milk one ;X
Hahas , that's all luhs for today's post xD
Byebye Earth ♥

& She sits down there reminiscing ..

As long as th condition's stable enough '

2007-08-17T14:06:00.000+08:00

I'm relax , very relax :}
There'd be AGI { Annual General Inspection } tomorrow '
& Oh , nobody keep me informed about tomorrow ,
I ask-ed already right ? Don't blame me if I never turn up uh -.-
Feel like going on Mia in real life , stupid life of mine -.-
& I'm removing my tagboard from blogskins , & perhaps here '

Don't really have the mood to blog ;
So far here's the results :
Got 22/25 for Mathematics ,
13/50 for Chinese & 27/35 for Home Economics '
` Shiyun , I tyco only' who asked you careless :/

& Then cook-ed Mee Goreng during F&N Period '
Quite tasteless & burnt but it still taste delicious (:
Oh then reach-ed home @ 1:45pm ..

--

Received 20 over sms messages }
_l_ Yong Siang Sms-ed me the most '
Eh hello ? You got other Seniors don't you ?
Somemore still ask me a lot of times ' Reply ' x6

Then found out that I didn't receive Jiamin's sms '
Came online asked Atikah }
Venue @ Yishun Town Temporary Campus ,
Attire is Full-Uniform & Attendance is Compulsory .
Reached there before 8am & ends @ 12pm .

Anybody have any idea how to go ?
Cause , I really need help now :/ ***

I'm totally sick of blogskins & teaching '

Sorry for being unfriendly ,

but don't ask me anythings that concerns blog '

Thanks for understanding :]

Juniors :

I just don't understand this uh '

We've been around to inform you about the CM

& Still got people keep sms me what to bring -.-

Oh & still can run away when we go to you ?!

Oh what the fcuk _l_

♥ Don't sms/call me unless its really important '

Gosh , sibei pekchek -.-

I've never asked to be bornt either '

2007-08-16T16:57:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking about leaving Blogskins '
Too tired to help peoples around , maybe I'm ~~selfish~~ ?
Can't stand people keep asking for codings etc '
& Somemore , I'm really busy uhs ' No mood to ~~talk~~ either -.-
Rahhs ! :/

Today's Home Econ's Paper ' - EASY PEASY :D
Only tries to memories Unit 3 this morning '
Then was expecting something difficult ; but it came out .. Lmao !
Then History Of Western Art - Ohmygod !
Multiple Choice Question's only worth 15marks `
& The whole paper is upon 50 ! Whole class don't know :{
I only know 1/10 of the entire paper ? Ahh - prepares to fail -
- Faints - So hard luhs :/ Nevermind ..

Next Thursday , aka my Birthday :D
First favourite lesson - Art ! Photoshop marhs :]
Ohhh 23 August ! ` Actually I don't feel like growing up -.-
Hope the day ~~never~~ comes lols '

& Don't know means don't know mah '

Don't even know the basic knowlegde of blog ,

Still want follow people do blogskins ?

& I deleting peoples from msn / creating new acc :]

Knnpcb I buay tahan liao luhs ' Can't stand those peoples -.-

All little fcuktards lai eh , say busy means busy `

Cannot wait meh ? nb =.=

- I don't do Skin Requests

& Next Skin Would Be In December

Sighs -.- Hope I don't have to repeat this :/

Damn ' Going to leave blogskins asap !

Back to the old game ' Get ready :D

2007-08-15T18:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Shiyun ! (:

Hope you done well for your Birthday Present :D

Geography Paper was so easy uhs :D

Hahas x) Got confident on that subject now '

Science Paper was uhh .. no comments lols !

13pages luhs ' in 45mins :/ Finished the paper in 15mins -.-

Luxin was ' trying to peep on my paper luhs !

Then I think right ' It'd be below my expectation !

DD:

& Well ' After school got CM { Corp Meeting }

Weird that today's one til 5pm only lols :]

Some of them ask-ed what happened to my leg '

Cause my knee was covered with the uh , cotton thing ?

I replied : Last last week CM's pumping :/

Then well ' I doubt they'd believe .. ? 2weeks already D:

Nevermind ' & Even Atikah can't witness it -.-

Maybe she also thought my injury's from something else '

Ah nevermind ' Believe or not its up to you all .

Can't expect you all to believe w/o ~~evidence~~ right lols '

But my mom was one of the witness luh , hahas forget it :{

& True , I didn't talk much today .

Nobody seems to notice it though :/

Fact is nobody seems to care , or rather nobody's there .

I'm getting emo-er day by day .

& I won't reply to some people on msn ; don't blame me (:

Cause I did not open the window to talk to you `

Unless you have a question not related to this (:

~~Don't keep telling me these words ,~~

~~because you don't know how much it hurts .~~

Back to slitting (:

Because of what ? I don't know .

Not trying to gain attention from this '

Cause slits&cuts th only thing that makes me feels '

way much more better ? :D

& I can't tolerate peoples who keep talking to me

about their own stuff ' family/friends/whatever -.-

Please ' I don't even have anyone to talk to '

But fact is ; I don't feel like telling anyone :/

& Yeahs , I'm not your counsellor or anything '

Want complain stuff then complain to parents or whoever .

I don't care . Cause I got enough problems my own (:

Goodbye <3

Don't keep telling me these words

2007-08-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

My Earhole's ~~bleeding~~ '
Have to leave it alone for awhile :/

Common Test :
Mathematics Paper - Easy Peasy :D
Setted by Ms. Daisy Lim , her standard's quite low '
So it's okay uh , spent the whole morning memorising the formula :}
But so far I think I lost 4marks ? For th' durian & watermelon question -.-

Literature Paper - So-so standard :D
Luckily I copied down & learnt what's 'Literary Device' !
Hahas x) Cause a lot of people don't know what's that :/
I think I've wrote one full page ? Along with my small type of penmanship ._.
Well , I have confident in Literature this time :]

Lesson's resumed as'pernormal after Recess -

Mdm. Lee have marked our Common test papers`
She showed us during lesson & ask-ed us to count th marks '
& Just as I expected , I flunk-ed it with no efforts @ all D:
I got 13/50 ' Oh what the fcuk -.-
Heard those guys got 18+ , don't tell me I got th lowest again :/
I doubt so ..

Geography & Science Papers tomorrow !

All the best to Everyone (:

- ~~Will only study th next day~~ -

You've become part of my history

2007-08-13T17:12:00.000+08:00

Fell in love with this image ♥

There's many different clouds in th world , but all these clouds share th' same sky '

One Sky , One Destiny x3

English Paper wasn't that difficult '

But I wasn't sure about one of the Compre's Question '

Quote a Word that tells you people ignore Chest Pain ?

My answer's a ~~phrase~~ instead of a word :/ Cause can't find any words .

The Paragraphs of the questions aren't in order either -.-

Well , alot of people says it's ' dismiss ' , maybe ? :]

& How's the Chinese Paper ? Hahas :/

The Cloze Passage all these I do properly ;

But for th' Compre right , all one sentence answer ;X

Okay so , I ' planned ' to ~~fail~~ uhs .. -.-

After that Recess then normal lesson's resum-ed `

Was doing Maths during English Lesson '

& Mugging Geography during Geo's Roleplay :{

Dance was okay-okay , learn't taiji ! -.-

& then left only 2more lessons to the end of that subject ! :D

&& Ohh , will be learning Photoshop in Ms. Gan's Class

Next Thursday ! Whee !

But even after knowing how to play with brushes '

My dumb computer can't download it :/

Nevermind lols ..

xoxo

Blanche '♥

Too little too late -

2007-08-12T14:23:00.000+08:00

Got a feeling I won't do well for Common tests ;
I didn't really ~~mug~~ these few days :/
Well , not as much as last time I guess ?
Everytime I pick up my textbook , just eye through those words -
& I feel like , I didn't learn anything at all .
They're right , I'm getting lazier now -.-

& I guess I'm sick D:
Okay , what I pray-ed & hop-ed for last week came true -.-
Coughs & Running nose uhhs . Why no fever ?!
I WANT FEVER !
Then I'll get another reason of not doing well for tests :/

Right ..

-Edited-

_l_ Msn nick & Pm also want Copy '

Ohh even the same style ?!

Damn not creative uhs , have some sense of ORIGINALITY !

Please lah , my name put under Pm } bg is black , then got 1Column there '

& When I put { Do Not Disturb } , the next thing I see is you put the same thing .

Then Blogskins I put Disclaimer before the Post .. Okay that one nevermind ..

Getting so fed-up for blogskins ' :/

*** From now onwards ; not link-ing up peoples I don't know .

& Perhaps removing some links , sorry :{

Sometimes , I wonder if you're there '

2007-08-11T16:55:00.000+08:00

I studied the wrong thing last night '
Mathematics is Chapter 5 , 6 and 7 .
I go learn ~~Chapter 10~~ -.-

Went to Bugis today } Pray & Shop :/
Okay my dad says I should study more '
& Then went Bugis Street ; saw some new clothes `
But didn't bought anything cause I don't feel like ?
No other reasons , lols !

Someone also went Bugis today ._.
Luckily I didn't saw any familiar faces lols :]

& I think I'm only pretending to mug ?
Don't really study much luhs , I'm not focusing hard enough `
No idea why either , I'm like thinking too much ..
Hahas , this is the real me uhhs :/

I'll be grounded next week I guess '
Can't go out due to Common Tests '
See how ~~strict~~ my mom is :/

Current Status : Bored !

Is there hope beyond the pain ?

2007-08-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile ,

the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand .

YYY

Getting emo -

I've told you what I need to ' & now everything's depends on you }

& Perhaps everything's a waste of effort '

I've got no right to force you :]

Sometimes it's better off to wait '

Seal-ed up secrets ♥

I don't know what to study '

How to do Median for Maths ?

What's th difference of Voltmeter&Ammeter ?

How to draw graphs for Geography ?

What to learn for Art History ?

What if I failed more than I expected ?

Okay then I'll be worse than being dead D:

A little down of luck '

2007-08-10T19:19:00.000+08:00

& Everything's a little Puppet's Love ♥

Realised some CHIJ Katong Convent Girl ripped my skin '
I'm not going to ~~care~~ about you anymore , I've got no time :{
Really hope you'd credit uhs :/ Not many spammers this time `

Trojan Horse , IRC Worm & forgot-th-name '
It's some stupid virus named 'Picture07-01' that spreads to your contacts
on msn & telling them its your own pictures , auto messages :/
Been dealing with it since I woke up this morning } 8am '
& also went down to let Senior to 'try-to-fix' ; doesn't helps ,
cause my laptop's battery's sorta low . But thanks anyway :]

& Was on Windows Messenger asking peoples to help ;
Even th Americans , Austrailians & Chinas :/ & a 60year old guy `
Their methods were kind of common , which I already know '
1) Reformat til the viruses gone .
2) Download Anti-virus programme .
3) Go Add/Remove Program change Window Live Messenger .
4) Wait til it's gone by its own .
5) Buy a new computer D:

Okay , I cried @ all those methods D:
Cause , I tried 60% of it already , still it's the same '
But thanks Guanhua for giving me a forum method :D
Now , it doesn't strikes as much as before , I hope never !

TIME TO MUG !

If th virus still don't goes off '

I'm not going to care til after Common Test }

& I swear :D

Happy 42nd Birthday Singapore ♥

2007-08-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

Happy 42nd Birthday Singapore ♥

Slept @ 4am last night , don't know why '
& Woke up 8am this morning , came online & realised that my
msn virus still haven't disappear . So peoples whose on my msn :
*** Do not accept any files from me for the time being !

Oh Yongcai got my virus even though I've warned him -.-
& Then realised Hanlun was down with a fever ..
Get Well Soon & Takecares ? Glad that you came with us :]
So yeahs three of us went to Causeway Point , to fix Yc's phone :}
Got his Servicing ticket & estimated time is 90mins ! Lol :/
& We went to purchase movie ticket for ' Rush Hour 3 ' :D
Too bad YC missed part of the movie cause of the phone =x

Ahas the movie was kinda funny , not bad ehs (:
But the peoples behind laughed too much lols ..
& then after the movie I suggested to go Marina Bay there '
So we went lahs , took mrt there no seats for us thoughs :/
& When we reach-ed Esplanade ; the place was uhh crowded !
Talk a long walk to Fullerton there & I saw peoples holding the
Star Torch & so on , so pretty&cute lahs I want I want ! xD
Saw some peoples distributing them ; donate then can get :D
Okay thanks YC for the torch lols ! ♥

In the end the place became so crowded we decided to go home ;
Oh then I was perspiring cold sweat out D:
Ahas took mrt back to Amk our home ' xD
Okay to Yc : That someone I sms-ed isn't my bf , thankyoux)
In case you get the wrong idea -.-

I shall go watch ndp show now !

Bye peoples ! :D

It's never what I wanted

2007-08-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

♥

You walk this path yourself ,

no one can tells you where to go next ,

only you know yourself best , to walk left or right '

It's totally your choice , nobody can force you .

& What's the point of waiting .. ?

You'll slowly come to the point that , it's useless `

if something belongs to you , it'll still be yours one day '

but if its not yours , whatever you do it'd still won't be yours .

So no point wasting time waiting for someone

who wouldn't eventually be yours but someone else .

Time passes day by day , I shall let fate decides ..

2007-08-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

Woke up early ; bath-ed & prepared as per normal .
Wore jeans & normal tee to school @ th normal time '
& then waited & waited for assembly etc :]

When assembly starts , saw the whole school in Red xD
This year's Ndp celebration wasn't that fun thoughs :/
But it's good enough to wear home clothes to school ,
Provided that we paid the $1 for the priviledge .. ? -.-
& For winners of the ' classrooms decoration right ;
Only majority of Secondary 1 & some Upper secs won :{
So yeahs , nevermind we'll sit in red for our Common test :D

Oh & that's the end (:

Went back to Jing Shan Primary , my old home :D
Saw Qingli Siaokia , Terhui Peac-er , Chevy Cherry & etcs '
Stupid Qingli go say she don't ~~regonise~~ me -.- Lmaoo !
& then Chevy go kiss all of us , toot siahs ! x)
Found Mrs. Sim , she told me that I really changed .
Ahahs , as in the looks ? Maybe (:

& Then Sean go tell Lily they all I got steads whatsoevers :/
Saw them there all come kpo-kpo ask-ed me , sighs D:
But it's good lahh , I loveeeeeee my Primary School ! ♥

By the way , that CTH really changed alot mans :/
He rather go out with his friends than coming back ! :{
Uhhhhhhi'missingyoudaybydayluhs-.-

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Came home , can't find my phone .
& I went bonkers after that , called up a few friends '
As I forgot my number -.- & then make them panic too , LOL !
Cause I dialed wrong number thinking it's mine ;
then a banglah answered :

Owner - Hello ? Wait ah .
Me - Uhh hello , you're ?
Owner - Hello , you call me & you ask me who am I ?
Me - Uh , wrong number I think ; nevermind ;x
- Drops the phone down -

& then called some peoples ; asked for my number again '
Then they also helped me called ; lmaoo nobody answered '
Oh then I begin to open all my wardrobes etc ..
& then found it -.-
Stupid phone ; you scare the hell out of me D:

Pictures Talking :O

2007-08-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

Now , 2nd post of th day '
Cause there's error posting pictures on the previous post D:
Okay here , pictures will do the talking !

PLEASE LET 2GALLANT0'7 WIN ! xD
- National Day Classroom Decoration -

Our lovely Reddy Classroom ! Oh that's Justin Seah :}

The whiteboard's decorated by me & Amalina :]
&& if you have good eyes , you can see my ' I ❤ SG ! ' there ;X
*** Decorated with recycled materials ! Not a single cent ~~spent~~ x)

A promise is a promise (:

2007-08-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

Science :
Mrs. Supra was summarising th Chapter 10 for us ;
for our this coming Common Test ' Ohh so-difficult :/
I must learn how to draw a circuit diagram & th names '
Geography :
Roles Play are cancelled due to shortage of time ,
& Ms. Ng asked us to do a worksheet instead .
I must understand & differentiate th settlement thing D:
Settlement pattern & settlements are different '
& The three types of Agriculture .. Oh I'm dead .

- Recess -

Counselling :
Was suppose to be the last session for me ,
however ; have to blame myself for makin' the things worse D:
So there'll be another session after Common Test -.-
Sighs , I won't say anything the next time anymore :/
Chinese :
Purposely rested in the toilet after the counselling ;
& then when I got back , managed to finish th work on time too :]
Mdm. Lee told me to do slowly & learn more of th words ..
Cause my spelling was bad , no choice I'm bad in Chinese ._.
I only at most know how to speak not read, uh not write either '
English :
Went to th library to did a Video Comprehension ? :}
&& then , nothing special .
Assembly :
Edgar & Deon had somewhat called a ' fight ' or don't know ._.
then sighs , pathetic :{
There was this performance ; indian dancers from outside '
About how ' Sang Nila Utama ' { Ps . I don't know how spell } named Singapore .
& almost 3/4 of the school was flat , meaning they were restin & etc '
Sighs , make me sleepy too Dx

After School :
Stay-ed back @ classroom for Home Economics Remedial '
Oh it seems that , there'll be 2tests on F&N next Friday D:
& the Common Test Topic was uhh , so difficult .. ?
- Skip -
After that we all decorated our classroom @ th last minute !
Shiyun taught of a creative idea of getting all red tables & chairs ,
to form a ♥ shape ! & then we sort of ' exchange ' them with other classs ?
Lol that was damn funny lahs x)
Our class is forever last minute ; but great job thoughs ;X
It's so damn nice okays ? I really do hope we'll win :D
Oh & I'm lame I written 42 lines of ' I ♥ SG ! ' 42 represents SG age (:

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I would only mug after tomorrow's celebration :]
& I think I wearing normal outside tee's & jeans '
Cause just found out that my PE's in the washing machine -.-
So wearing normal tee is still th same lols .

Oh & there'll be usual cm next week D:

& its the power of appreciating life

2007-08-06T20:08:00.000+08:00

Whoosh ! I'm still not sick -_-
Rahs , please god please ! Make me sick D:
A total of 18 mosquitoe bites already ! Dx
Erms , I want to be sick , not bitten ! :/

Oh neverminds ; I love today :D
Lovin' thinking lesson ' &I'm going to find those pictures !
&& Mathematics was so brainstorming !
I don't understand the graphical thing ! Time to mug D:

The English lesson was uh , first to finish th' comprehension =X
Lols but however I think my English' has deproved thoughs ;
& that I won't get what I wanted for my End-Year already :/ ''
Geography was alright , somewhat funny too ! xD
Ronghui , Edgar & Justin asked to be taken away from th dance ,
& Ms. Ng agree but they have to keep quiet for th whole period '
Ahah first time class so damn quiet for so long ! So damn funny xD

Then dance was funn-er this time , hard-er too ._.
The usual old dance lesson was gone ; now time for WUSHU !
Okay lah not bad , used to it as its my primary school activity :]
But too fast lahs :/

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Literature Remedial was cancelled ! Oh what the hell Dx
2Gallant's so in a bad luck ' have to self-study :/
& Home Economics & Geography Remedial tomorrow ..
I must go , if not I'll miss out so many things lah @.@
Sighs ..